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Saturday, December 5, 2009

wow..its been such a long time since i've updated. wonder if anyone still check this page. doesnt matter anyway.

so its been like almost 2 months since the break up. although i noe tt its over and there's absolutely no way of turning back, deep down i still carry 1picogram of hope tt he will return.. at the same time trying to tell myself i dun need anyone like him to survive in this world. but sometimes i juz cant stand the cold. funny thing is.. he is acting exactly like how i would act if we switched rows, but i really hate him for that. so do i start hating myself now? i dunno why the most important person, the one who i always think of first can suddenly become the strangest stranger on earth. he said we could be frens.. so wat is this now... i noe tt even if he return it wont be happily ever after. but this feeling really sucks.

anyway, i'm taking driving lessons starting on the 8 dec and im really so excited! i cant wait to pass and get my license. there's no particular reason why i want to get the license but the break up really motivate me to register for it. it gave me something to look forward to instead of drowning in my own sorrow. and i managed to pass BTT and FTT on the first try. i dun understand how can any1 fail it at all. but hopefully i pass my driving on the first try too..

one fine morning i woke up and thought of andrea and decided i wanna go UK (surrey) and visit her. i've always wanted to go somewhere in the west and i think tt its the best chance to go while she's staying there. and i can save on accomodation. nevertheless, it is still going to cost me a bomb. direct flight return tickets are going to cost at least $1500 (unless i take indirect via KL which is $1100). and andrea persuaded me to visit the neighbouring countries so i think i might consider visiting paris if its cheap enough. but right now nth is confirmed and most importantly, my mum have yet to give her permission. but my dad's backing me up so i think i have high chance. if everything goes right, i will go in the coming summer coz im super intolerant to cold weather. i definitely have to start saving up if im gonna go and pay for my driving at the same time. its such a huge burden. hopefully i can have at least 1 tuition assignment tt can earn me $200 a month.. rite now my korean tutee have yet to reply me!! oh man... i really like this bonito chico shoes but i muz resist the temptation!!! ARGH!!

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Sunday, April 5, 2009

had oral presentation for effective communication module the other day. one of my course mate talked about palm reading, and alot of us went up to her to ask her to read our palms, including me. she mentioned about my unfaithfulness. and compared to the past, im more faithful now, which is abit true. but my palm says im still not so faithful.

sometimes i really have certain weird emotions stirring within thats uncontrollable wen i chance upon pictures tt reminds me of the past feelings tt i had for certain pp...i feel guilty since im already attached. but i noe i love my bf alot now, which makes me wonder if im ever capable of being entirely faithful. i knew i had this problem since my sec sch days, and this reason was wat stopped me from gg into another relationship at first. of coz, i still did. i juz hope this weird emotions will go away....soon.

(pls do not comment on this post...whoever is reading)

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Sunday, March 29, 2009

For my special someone =)


Singderella - 石欣卉

一早醒来
你重重的头倒在我的胸怀
缘分究竟是跨越多少障碍
才把你送过来
送到我的身边来疼爱

小心灌溉
将所有快乐程式一一下载
可知我熬过多少寂寞空白
多少孤单等待
才把心爱的你给换来

我好不确定 不相信 你看在眼里
你说别怀疑 深呼吸 爱了不准停

singderella 微笑绽放
梦想不再只是童话
你是心底深处
最原始的愿望
浪漫的情节我们用心品尝
singderella 心花怒放
迎接所有祝福眼光
把你藏在角落
自己安静欣赏
你是我的宝藏不愿与人分享

你捧着我的玻璃鞋微笑向我走来
我摒住呼吸排练着迎接你的姿态
熟记每句对白
等着你靠过来
将我自己全摊开

我不再 飘飘荡荡 莽莽撞撞 的流浪这世上
也不再 摇摇晃晃 跌跌撞撞 让自己再受伤
我只想 放肆的享受和你相恋甜蜜的时光
有你陪着我走向
那幸福的远方
啊~~~~~

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Sunday, March 1, 2009

have u ever handled the control buttons for lightings in the esplanade theatre? well i did yesterday! woohoo~

so i was basically in charge of lightings for hall 6 cultural night. so i had to work with esplande technicians for the lights used for the performance.at first i wasnt suppose to touch the controls. but subsequently one of the technician whom i work the most closely with allowed me to sort of control the main lightings (he helped with the extra effects). so i was playing with the spotlights, and some other buttons. so fun! but also very stress throughout full dress rehearsal and the actual performance coz i cant afford to miss cue. oh and den i had to climb a ladder to get to the lightings room. i wonder y they cant have stairs? lol den i had to bite my papers to bring it up and down at times. i think i learnt alot.it was such an experience!! =)

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Monday, February 2, 2009

Soundtrack: High School Musical 3
Title: Walk Away (Gabriella)

I guess I should’ve known better
To believe that my luck had changed
I let my heart and forever
Finally learn each other’s name
I tell myself this time is different
No goodbyes ’cause I can’t bear to say it
I’d never survive the one that’s coming
If I stay, oh no

CHORUS
Just walk away
And don’t look back
’Cause if my heart breaks
It’s gonna hurt so bad
You know I’m strong
But I can’t take that
Before it’s too late
Oh, just walk away
Walk, walk, walk away
Oh, just walk away
Walk, walk, walk away
I really wish I could blame you
But I know that it’s no one’s fault (no one’s fault)
A Cinderella with no shoe
And a prince that doesn’t know he’s lost
This emptiness feels so familiar
Each goodbye, just the same old song
But this time I will not surrender
’Cause I’m gone

Chorus
Just walk away

I’ve got to let it go
Start protecting my heart and soul
’Cause I don’t think I’ll survive
A goodbye again
Not again

Chorus
Walk, walk, walk away
Walk away, walk away (Repeat 6x)

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Sunday, January 11, 2009

first post of 2009! sch has started for 1 week, and i haven started doing any tutorials or try the self learning ''intro to programming'' module. scored a pathetic GPA last sem. muz jiayou for this sem le!

i finally gotten a private tuition job thanks to pheisan. im teaching this sec 4 express girl pure physics once a week. hopefully this job can last as long as possible. I really need to earn some extra cash!! but still looking for one more assignment. any lobang anyone?

IHG netball has advanced to quaterfinals. our hall is aiming for champions this year. hope my skills dun let me down. ok i dun really have much to post this time coz im currently feeling giddy. pls body pls do not fall sick at this time.

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

ok my ''new'' blogskin didnt work out so i had to change it back to the old one.. :(

anyway its like the 2nd week into the hols alr. wat have i done? besides youtubing, training badminton and netball, going out a couple of times. nth to add on alr... sounds slackish, but i dun feel slack enough.. haha.

anyway today is the start of IHG. played badminton gals doubles with angie against hall 12. had to wake up at 8am becoz of tt. we were the last of the 5 games to play, so pressurizing! but we lost in the end 2-3:( many mistakes made by me.. but played netball against hall 16 at like 1pm (suppose to start at 12 but they delayed alot). totally trashed them!! 46-0 :):) hall 6 team alot IVP/ex-IVP players ma.. hehe.. the weather was sososososo freaking hot! wanted to die out there. why do they have to choose to play at such timings?!?! my face is already peeling from my last out-of-nowhere sunburnt.

oh and i switched from track to hockey manager. the gals keep asking me to join them for training.. but i dun like to play hockey! and somemore need shinguard, high socks.. and the sticks tt are provided are in rather bad conditions.. and then the hockey pitch is so big! i dun like to run so much. lol. ok tts it for now.. hope my course registration on thurs is successful! and netball match will have another trashing game!

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Sunday, November 30, 2008

Woohoo~isnt my blogskin nice? Melina helped me change my blogskin. i was telling her a joke wen she was doing my blog.

me: u noe why people have to wear yellow helmet wen they visit my blog now?
melina: why?
me: coz its under construction.

lol i think i'm super lame.. but i like to make fun and act dumb and joke around with my sisters.
anyway exams is so over! it was so freaking hard!!! we only study for 3 months before we had to take the final exams. 3 months!! the content was like 1 year worth of things to study. especially the deadly bio. and den there was no study break. madness...i was flipping my physical chem notes for the FIRST time one day before the final paper. nv attend lects and tutorials.. really hope dun have to tabao any module for next sem. i wan to take my korean module!!

wat will i be doing during my hols? hmm... hope to get some super short term job since i cant commit for the whole month. but i think i'll end up with none. hoho. IHG is starting. hoping to play for hall 6 in both netball and badminton. but im super super super unfit! uh-oh...

right after our last paper on friday some athenians and me went to JP to have dinner at KFC and shop around. and wen i bought some hairclips tt cost $1 in total. it was damn embarrassing wen i only had 50cents in my wallet. den derrick laughed at me for not having even $1 in my wallet. and wen he took out his wallet he realised he only had 10 cents. hah! who's poorer?? lol luckily there were saviours. at night went to stay over at pheisan's room along with some athenians. played some mind-taxing mathematical game with poker cards. lol and andreas with his guitar! learnt some chords for ''dont look back in anger'' by oasis. but i still cant press the strings with my left fingers properly..so pain!

wonder wat other activities will there be for me next. hopefully i wont have to spend so much this holidays!

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

我知道自己不能那么自私，不能每次要你陪在我身边。但为何有时我得单独时，心里就会有那么一点点的孤独？我一直告诉自己在认识你之前我也是一个人行走，现在也能一样。我也不是要你时时刻刻陪着我，可是在我心里的某个角落，我只希望你不要把我当成是理所当然，还能像以前那么的珍惜我。也许根本就没有这回事，但毕竟我会胡斯乱想。我需要的那么一些些的肯定，你能给我吗？你为我付出的一切我会记得。我也会尽量体谅你的难处。我一定能适应回靠自己的！ 希望你能原谅我有时的皮闹，还有每次情绪不稳定就欺负你。可能我没那么容易改掉习惯，所以辛苦你了！=)

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Monday, November 3, 2008

aH!!! i feel so unfit now. cant remember wen's the last time i really exercise le! and now exams are coming, even more busy! howhowhow? wen training (netball and maybe badminton?) starts i dunno how much fitness i have left. omg.... MEB final paper is next thurs. i havent started LEARNING, how to revise? and now i have to worry for my mat.sci. quiz on this thursday, at the same time do my bio and math tutorial. *take a deep breath* well i guess there are many pp like me (i hope) so i shouldnt stress myself too much. but those scholars scares me! oh no i think their grades will make mine appear at the bottom of the curve. uh oh. ok off to dinner with algebra *wink* =)

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Friday, October 10, 2008

On this special day, i wish to share with my frens tt i'm officially changing my traffic light colour from green to red. lol yup i hope things goes well and most important, one day my parents will approve...

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Sunday, September 28, 2008

just like tt, recess week is over! and mon's meb quiz is coming. yeah!!............ didnt manage to do much studying although i seem to have alot of time to study. haha.. played IBG badminton on wed. 33 won 34 and met 32 in the finals. although 33 lost a few games, but we manage to win by a walk over as 32 lack of participants. wat a glorious win. haha. i played females singles for 33. won 34 but lost to 32. signed up for the badminton team after the IBG, den went to queensway with jerome and weizhe. jerome hurt his hand so wei zhe drove jerome's car instead. lol exciting suspension-less car ride. i wanted to get squash grip, but ended up with 3 grips and a badminton racket ($59). its victor brand ( i never heard of it b4, but weizhe say can buy, so i bot..lol) i like my racket's look alot, and i gave it an orange towel grip, which is strikingly cool!! and i love love love my squash grip (alternate yellow and blue colour). it matches my racket so well!! i shud have taken a pic. maybe next time if i remember. now i cant wait to play using my rackets =)

i feel so xinfu being well taken care of by you. you're the greatest person tt god has ever sent to me. i hope there's no time limit for you to stay by my side. is it selfish of me to want something but does not give back anything in return? will you ever be tired of waiting? only time can tell..

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

juz played IBG netball. lost to blk 34 in the finals by 1 point. 1 point!!!!!!!!! for goodness sake i was holding on to the ball aiming for the shot during the last 2 secs, and i tot umpire suppose to blow for obstruction, so i waited, den she blew the whistle... but to end game!! shit! lesson learnt: juz shoot wen u have the ball!!!!!!!! ARGH! ok juz rejected shalene for IVP netball due to fear of xiong training. oh well, my focus here is not to excel in netball or chiong my participation level in sch, but to study hard!!!! which i'm not doing so for i guess the past whole month!!

ok going to do matlab with jaclyn and dunno who else later. hope it'll be productive. dunno wat to expect to. many activities coming up this week, but i'm suppose to use it to study for MEB quiz (at least) and catch up on my lects and tuts!!!! i sound like im freaking out, but i'm slacking like shit. JIAYOU MEL!!!!!

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Saturday, September 13, 2008

upcoming events:

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Thursday, September 4, 2008

everyday filled with activities from day to night. hall life is really quite exciting. but so is the piling up of work. although i dun really have a pile, but i dun feel ready for the upcoming quiz and tests.understanding level for bio engine-40%, material sci-60%, math-50%, mass energy balance-60%, physical chem-40%. and to try to get into next year's recommendation list, im joining sports and cultural subcom. i juz hope i get thru year 1 with a GPA of at least 3.5? i wonder if its even the average. cultivating a supper habit with chris,weian,xinxian,and whoever wans to join us. and bio clock has shifted 2.5 hours behind.

andrea came to visit me in hall today. it was raining so heavily!! anyway my 15 years lifelong fren is going to fly off to UK (omg!) on 18 sep to study with a moe scholarship. so smart! haha. i wonder if i'll ever get to fly there to visit and stay in her hostel. i seriously hope so!!! but i guess i wont have time to earn money to save up for the ticket. and i'm still dreamin bout going taiwan. =(

so in the afternoon i was planning to find A. prof xurong for my first ever consultation. since she said no need appointment, i din make any. end up, she stick a note outside her office saying she's not available today=( so andreas help me abit with MEB. after printing notes at lib 2, i wanted to head back to hall alr, but it was raining so freaking heavily AGAIN with strong wind and i din dare to walk along the overhead bridge, so i went to can A to study alone while waiting for rain to get lighter. wait for like 1 hour plus still quite heavy. but chris came to acc me for dinner at 6. and i chose some corner seat and purposely made chris squeeze his way thru chairs to get inside. haha! (u seriously need to start running again to slim down!!!) the bus ride back to hall was a nice atmosphere to emo, so we HTHT (heart to heart talk) back. suppose to join nicole to study in reading room, but my mood wasnt there, so went to chris's room to continue HTHT again. den later he join nic to study, so i go kachiao wei an and HTHT. hahax. till 11, den 3 pairs of roomies went supper tgt at ''the extension''. i dunno why is tt the name. nth much there, still prefer ''ah fang's'' coz got nice porridge and prata. miss the ''ah lian beehoon'' de chicken wings!! so juicy!! muz get jerome to drive me there again.

cant wait to get a new grip for my squash racket. its like peeling so badly its giving me blisters on my palms. but i wan back the same type of grip, and i think i can only get it from coach gan, but its kinda weird since i never contact him for so long. haiz dun feel like going all the way to queensway. but dunno where else to get it from. oh and i think i might be going for hall squash trainings. hope its not so taxing. still not sure if i shud join netball. my stamina's gone and the team has so many IVP players. feel like playing but dun feel like training. haiz. i wan to be more healthy!

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

woah, its been so long ever since i've last updated. wonder if anyone is still visiting this blog. anyway its already my 4th week in NTU. time flies man!! attended 2 camps in total. hall camp was more xiong den sch camp coz it lasted 7 days! too bad i fell sick on the 2nd last day, if not i could have had full attendence ( i'm betting i'm the only one who came for all the first 5 days) lol.

anyway sch life is still managable up till now. but i'm kind of dying in bio and math modules. and i'm starting to not keep up with my tutorials. everytime i wan to study, end up doing some other activity. guess its the price to pay for the freedom i get. and yup, its no longer the melisa who sleeps before 11. my average sleeping time is around 1am now. and its really a very independent learning kind of environment. notes are actually insufficient. i bot a $35 second hand math textbook from a senior, but havent read more den 20 pages. haiz... kinda worried bout my GPA already. i dunno if i should say ''its only the 4th week'' or ''its already the 4th week''.

i'm glad athena (sch camp og) is still holding strong. going to lect tgt and meeting in between tutorials and tabao-ing food from canteen A to eat at ex-canteen A coz its ever so crowded during lunch hours. but lucky my lessons are in north spine, coz canteen B(south spine) really spoils my appetite.(although they sell my dearest tau suan there). and i think generally the food in ntu is cheap, but i think i'll still overspent coz of extravagant stuffs. thinking if i should get private tutoring job, thinking of how to earn points to continue staying in hall (havent get my mum's approval for extension of hall life). i'm seriously very scared of lack of time management. easily stress myself out. i dun even noe if im gonna touch a netball again and play for my hall. they have better players. if i dun participate in hall and make myself seen and heard, i'll get kicked out next year. so i wonder if i should like join some subcom. but the points will still not be enough because my distance points is quite little. and i dun wan to waste my time doing smth tt doesnt even guarantee me a place in hall next year. haiz but i'll have to decide soon and start contributing.

decided to join nueve'09 camp as fake freshie. hoho. its cool tt almost everyone in athena is participating in it too( currently left yuanwen who havent give us an ans yet). 4 GLs, 2 photographers, 3 fake freshies, and the rest be programmers. since we already decided nicely among ourselves, i hope we'll all get the positions we want. hopefully weixin ( nueve'09 chairperson aka our nueve'08 GL) can help us. so we can pull some strings and play puppet. lol. seriously feel lucky to be in athena. hopefully the next batch is as bonded and close as us. and i think i'll need to practise my acting skills since i'll need to act for like 4 days as a freshie, and pretend i dunno the seniors beforehand. lol i think its so cool, but i hope no one will cry like pheisan wen we reveal identity. lol.

hall life is really quite exciting if u involve urself in activities. but i think its quite boring if u dun go for hall camp coz tts where ur main clique of frens will come from. although i'm closer to athena coz i see them 4 days a week, my hall og (hera) mates are very nice pp. its really a diff feeling i get compared to being frens with JC and sec frens. and i feel tt i'm making new frens in every 2 to 3 days on average. i was the only athenian in my tutorial group, but now i'm comfortable enough with most of them to walk in without feeling self-conscious. and its amazing how ur new fren noes ur fren, and ur frens fren noes my fren, tt kinda thing. and the link jus goes on in circles. hopefully i'll really make some good frens, and not juz acquintances.

its currently 2.38am. although there's too many things to update, but i guess i'll wait for the next time i feel like blogging to continue.

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Monday, July 14, 2008

some updates-

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Sunday, July 6, 2008

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

Jonas Brothers - When you look me in the eyes

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

Moving on,
I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go
Cause when you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

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Sunday, June 8, 2008

went to have breakfast at teck whye with my family this morning, den my mum mentioned bout some warehouse sale in JE, so we went to take a look, and check out the televisions. and within 30 min after we arrived, we bought this AKIRA 42'' LCD tv for $1299. (UP $2999) so omg cheap la..and later we bought a DVD player ($35), rice cooker ($34) and a hifi system ($39.90) and we brought it home ourselves. we couldnt squeeze e tv into the boot or backseat, so we ask the helpers to take out the box, it barely made it into the car. my mum and 2 sis den took cab home while my dad drove me home. lol. den we started unloading and den fixing the tv with some trouble here and there. my old 29'' tv is like twice as heavy as the new one! after fixing the new one, we sent the old one to my grandma's place. luckily wen we were downstairs, my dad's fren cum neighbour saw us and came over. eventually he helped us to carry the tv to the backseat, but its too fat. den he offered to use his MPV to drive the tv to my grandma house. he even had this handy trolley for his food business use. i think god really helped us today. =)

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Saturday, May 31, 2008

received my pay yesterday. it's my 2nd last before i start my uni life. juz thinking of the next and last month i'll spend with the kids i've come to like, it's quite saddening to end my vacation-working life. and how many times in life we realise time flies, this'll be juz another one of those moments. used to cant wait to start schooling again, but now tt its nearing, i'm kinda scared again. totally dunno wat kind of life awaits me now. but tt's y its fun isn't it?expect the unexpected. at least siangning is there with me on my first day=)


really lazy to bring my laptop all the way to wisma to repair my ''ctrl'' key. wat if its not under warranty. argh i keep saying i would do this i would do that, but i'll end up on my couch or surfing youtube.currently beginning to watch '' wish to see you again''. hopefully its nice.

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

damn angry with mrs karna now. she's so full of shit. watever long years of experience i juz dun see a single evidence. come to the centre dunno how to work. still go around attituding people, discouraging students, telling parents the teachers here giving answers, showing favouritism to her ex student care students, not doing her duty wen its her turn, somemore can talk down to me. WTF i see her face i wan to slap her. i noe i'm like 40 years younger den her, but she's paid to do her job ( i suspect she receive higher pay with her ''experience'' -.-) so she better do her job and STOP CLOSING HER EYES AND SLEEP IN FRONT OF THE STUDENTS!!!happily sit there for 1 hour plus and not doing anything to quieten the students wen noise get louder. ok the reason why i suddenly have this burst of anger is tt she was standing beside me wen i was getting students to line up to go to another room. so i was busy collecting their gameboys back for safety reasons and den there were kids running away to the other room behind my back. she happily tel me '' the students ran behind'' with the look like i cant control him. WTH!!! den wat was she doing wen i was collecting the gameboys? staring at my beautiful back? cant she OPEN HER MOUTH!?!?!??! and she was just standing next to the doorway!!! her presence is not even 0.00001% effective for us. she dun wan to spend so much energy shouting, its ok with me. but wen the students ran, she said sacarstically '' wa these students run like anything'' PIANG! i felt like stranggling her. she's the kind only noe how to talk but no action done. like HELLO~ pri sch students are naturally naughty, that's y parents send them here to let the teachers take care of them. so wat is she hired here for? give nasty comments about them? omg she's so filled with ego and she talks to me with that very qian bian face. i didnt even bother to acknowledge her presence wen i left the centre today.

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

came across this song randomly. i think i'm quite slow in realising this little girl's talent. but anyway i juz like the song, although its like so yesterday. currently listening to some whitney houston's songs.

i should really learn to stand up for wat i want, wat i really want for myself, and stop giving in so much. its not tt i really did give in so much anyway, juz tt i get tired of doing things i dun really feel like doing, and miss out things tt i really feel like doing. my short term goals always seem to be unachievable. but this is wat happens wen i try to go along with others so as not to create any tension or watsoever. thinking back, im not actually forced to do anything in the first place. so where exactly does the problem lies in?? someone please enlighten me.

i dunno why all of a sudden there's this big headache. argh! i hope it'll be gone tmr.

lesson 1: dun be rejected by rejection

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Saturday, May 10, 2008

the first song and dance by xiah junsu are my current addiction. cant resist watching it wenever im online... the dance is like so nice! looks simple yet its hot!

anyway went to sheng siong with mum and sisters and bot $186 worth of food!! mainly coz we're having an extended family bbq by the pool tmr. nevertheless we 3 sisters put our own tidbits into the push cart. wanted to take a pic of long receipt but there was no camera and we submitted it for lucky draw. like we're ever going to win.. lol

worklife has been quite relaxing since the students just finished their SA1s. but den the centre is more chaotic with the noise level. and ms karna (the new teacher) is like so not frenly, its hard to communicate with her. i dun understand why her facial expression is always tt way... so cold!! she exudes this aura like she's the senior (i think she's in her 50s), she has more experience and blablabla. i always gossip bout her with the other 2 full-timers. until we feel bad tt we always seem to leave her out in our conversations. some students are like making fun of her name by saying kanasai. i wonder if she's taking it to heart.. lol and apparently she acts like she noe those students from her previous student care very well. she dun seem to be making an effort to learn new names. everytime only call upon those few students tt she alr knew. haha we'll juz have to see how her attitude will change in the days to come.

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Friday, May 2, 2008

today was really the busiest day of my working-as-a-student-care-teacher life. ms ng (21 year old poly grad waiting for uni) quitted because she found her pay too little. and she only found out on 30 april since it was pay day. apparently she expected $6.40/ hr (she claimed tt mr lim,e boss, told her tt), but was paid like $24 or smth per day ( 6 hrs part time job). i think the part she didnt like most is feeling rather cheated by our boss, rather den the insufficient pay. anyway she just turned up today (wen i was away sending students) to return some stuffs, and just quitted. somemore ms tay (full time teacher) was on leave. so we were suddenly short by 2 teachers. i had to walk alot more to send/fetch students under hot sun since i was like the youngest and fittest -.- luckily lesson times were revision so we didnt need to have a targeted page of the book to complete. afternoon was worst den morning to the extent tt i have to squeeze out time to go to the toilet. had to take my tea break while sending this boy to remedial, had to carry my student's hw to check for mistakes while walking to JW pri sch. have u seen a 19 to be gal not carry bag, holding an assessment book and ws and pencil in hand, trying to write walking? pp at most study notes while walking only. lol

really gave siyun her surprise b'day celebration on wed night (technically thurs morning). had dinner with bearie5 at manhattan fish market. den me and mellie pretended like we couldnt make it to stay over at jac's place (doesnt it sound like jack's place? lol) all thru dinner but there were twice we sort of revealed it, luckily sy nv suspect. we were suppose to part and den surprise her at the taxi stand so smth like tt. everything was last min, but the situation somehow didnt allow for a surprise, so we took the train while the 3 of them cab to bishan. i suggested surprising her with the cake in the room. (isnt it a brilliant idea!) hehe den e 2 mels walked from bishan station to her house, although we both never been there b4. so street smart rite! lol so me and mellie smsed jac to open her main door while qh kept sy in the room. we 3 prepared the cake and brought it into her room. sy's shocked expression was priceless. haha at the moment i knew the surprise was really a success =) so we stayed up till 4 plus 5 watching atonement. i wasnt the 1st to fall asleep! mellie den sy den me den qh den jac! lol didnt watch the ending for the movie. woke up around 9 plus. had roti prata for breakfast and i got to play the piano, much to the irritation of sy because she didnt wan me to disturb the family... hehe. den ben came along and the 4 of us felt like we were watching some love drama. so we left them after awhile. sent mellie off to meet her darling and me sy qh started looking for office wear in junction8. had mos burger (i ordered my first mos murger meal) for lunch. i realise their milkshake quite nice, or maybe i was juz thirsty? anyway here's another round of bearie5 picture taking session. =)

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

wow~ its really been a long time since i've last blogged. i dunno y i jus didnt have the mood and time to blog. hope i still have fans supporting..lol... anyway for those wondering wat i've been busy with, its mainly work work work. but many events happened along the way.

1# received acceptance letter for ntu's chem eng course on 25/4/08. pls let me noe of any potential coursemates if u happen to noe others who r going in! apparently pp around me aiming for acc and biz courses. haven receive letter from nus, but i think most prob i should be confirming my place in ntu. now i need to persuade my mum to let me stay in the hall for a year. really eager to experience staying away from home!! if andrea's not coming to ntu, nic's next in line to be my room mate (not trying to make her sound like a substitute! lol) stil thinking of wen to end my job. most prob end of june. but i'm afraid i'll be so sick of slacking at home for a month b4 sch starts. shit, i muz motivate myself to read up my notes again.

2# got myself a new red specs from queensway SC. was there with nic to get herself a new pair of sport shoes, but i ended up paying $130 for a pair of specs b4 she got her shoes! lol wen i collected it a few days later, i gt my dimensions mixed up wen i wore it and walked around the shopping centre. it seems that the floor level sloped, making me feel like i muz walk down a step, wen the floor is actually leveled. nic says they might have set the degree a little higher for sharper vision. = anyway i dun really wear it often.

3# been coughing for like 2 weeks, mostly at night, and my eyes keep having discharge every morning ever since i got my red eye (which wasnt the itchy kind). so i finallly saw a doc today and got like so many medicines. the eye drop was super tricky, i had a hard time applying, even with sis's help. i wonder how i'm gonna get thru the next few days. digress abit.... wen i registered for my queue number, it was 29. the doc was seeing patient number 2!! (it opened at 7pm since today's sunday) so i told my sis to wait outside the clinic while i went home to shower, as i needed her to help me collect my passport size photo in 15 mins. so wen i went back to meet her, i brought a packet of home cooked fried bee hoon and a pair of chopsticks to eat dinner with my sis while waiting. while trying to wash the pair on some soil with water from water bottle, one chopstick happily fell on the soil, so we had to eat with the other chopstick. although we could have went up to the foodcourt to get another pair, we were lazy, so i challenged myself to use the remaining chopstick to eat our meal. lol the sight was like so pathetic yet funny. me trying to twirl beehoon around the stick and feeding my sis. den there was this sick gal vomitting on the soil behind us. totally spoilt our appetite with all tt vomitting sound. wen i went in to see the doc, he asked bout my drug allergy. apparently he doesnt noe cefuroxine, and he took out this medicine dictionary to check it out. my sis was giving me tt lame face tt says '' he's a doc who doesnt noe his drugs'' lol.

4# i had my hair permed! so dun be surprised the next time u see me. went to some 4 room flat in teck whye with my mum last weekend. she rebonded while i permed. went at 2pm, left at 9.30pm. -.- super long coz only one lady do for us. she practise those private hairdressing. charge cheaper den salon. like my perm was $50. woohoo~ wen i went home, the hair behind looked unpermed, so was the next following days. so my mum called the lady up and requested a redo, since she mentioned tt if not satisfied, we can go back and do. according to the lady, my hair couldnt curl alot because my hair never touched those kind of chemicals like hair dye and rebonding stuffs, tts y it didnt really react to the perming solutions. so i went back today and had it done, with nic accompanying me for tt long 3.5 hrs. wow the curl was so strong, i scared look abit aunty. (ok i think i already have tt aunty look. lol) hopefully it will look more natural in the days to come. but one bad thing happened is tt my hair became more dry and frizzy. argh! muz go and apply stuffs to it regularly! which i am super lazy to bother with.

5# after my part time colleague who was in charge of coaching with math hw quitted, i was dumped with the whole p1 to p6 students for math. before tt i was supposed to handle mainly p1-p3, although upper pri students did ask me questions. can u imagine solving so many math questions in that 2-3 hours? its alot of stress on the mind. although i think english is easier to coach with since vocab is juz vocab, very hard to explain like y is the word THAT word, i would prefer math since the problem can only be solved tt way, and im very confident of my answers. english can have like different answers. there was a few times wen i made mistakes in my coaching, and the students were like '' teacher, tt time ur ans wrong leh!'' wa so embarrassing i tell u. so math wont do tt to me. until recently, i didnt noe how to solve like 2 of the p5 questions. i was so stunned, den i used algebra to see if i can get the ans, although i got a neat answer, the ans doesnt seemed logical. even after seeking help from the other teachers, still couldnt solve. abit sad rite? like p5 standard only! tsk tsk. after tt colleague quit, i'm like sort of the teacher whose next best in math. so i must really buck up in my primary math! lol.

6# watched WE WILL ROCK YOU MUSICAL at the asplanade on 24/4/08 with wenlin . although i went in without much knowledge bout wat im gonna expect, i liked the musical alot! the songs were nice, although the speakers were rather too loud. the cast can really sing. i hope it was live singing! its sort of my first live musical by professional actors. the feeling was really very different from the movies. it started at 8pm and ended around 11pm. we were lucky to have bought the tics at $50 student price and had one of the best seats in the house ( 2nd level, near the centre seat) . i think if we had to buy adult tics to have tt particular seat is more den $100. the show's really worth it. but i think today's the last day. bohemian rhapsody, no one but you are the 2 nice songs i've came to like. and i really think crazy little thing called love should be the next jj mass dance song! so nice to dance to!!! =)

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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

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Sunday, March 30, 2008

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Saturday, March 22, 2008

had class gathering and went to decoder's cafe for the night yesterday. had so much laughing and chattering till my throat went itchy and dry and i started coughing at some point. stupid ZQ (no.1 psk) didnt turn up, and he was the one who initiated this gathering. but later i found out he was sick. ok so i guess i cant be angry with him. lol. anw i think class gatherings should be held at such places instead of having wat dinner at some expensive place where there is not as much interaction. after tt we wanted to play pool, but went to 3 diff places b4 there were tables available. played till 1am and i reached home at 1.30am! woohoo~ dad was scolding me thru sms but i didnt let him spoil my mood. =P

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

due to the destruction done by some nincompoop to my tagboard, i am compelled to remove it for safety reasons. i dun wanna waste time scolding tt person of unbelievably low IQ, just 'sincerely' hope tt whoever it is will eventually grow to be more mature. nods* nevertheless, i want to thank my constant supporters who tag wenever they can =) its not like u cant drop me offline msges on msn.. hehex (hinting).

anyway smth happened during work today. its a long story. suitable for the bored. there's this p1 girl in my centre who's really very slow in understanding wats going on around her. she was supposed to go to a supplementary class early before sch starts, so my colleague sent her to her sch gate, asked her if she noes where to go, n she nodded. 1 hour later, the sch called up her mum twice and reported the girl missing from class. they searched within the sch premises and couldnt find her. and our centre got involved. the same colleague had to go back to the sch and search for her. apparently, tt p1 girl was sitting in the canteen for the whole 1 hour and missed the class. guess she didnt noe her exact classroom since it was her first day of this new supplementary class. In the evening, her mum came down to the centre looking for the principal, but only my colleague who sent her and me were left. den she started asking who sent her child and talked bout how worried she was at work, how she was in the middle of a surgery with her patient ( i think she's a nurse, coz a doctor's child cannot be THAT blur). wen my colleague admitted tt it was her who sent the p1 girl to sch, the mother was like '' i specifically told the teacher at the centre ( our supervisor) tt this is her first day for this class, and tt ur muz make sure she gets there.'' den my col. was like '' from wat i heard is tt i need to send her to sch, not all the way to class.'' so i guess there was a communication breakdown between my chinese-based supervisor and tt malay mother. it seems that she wants to talk to our centre's principal to further investigate this issue -.- our job scope is to ensure the kids' safety during the journey to sch, not wat happens in sch ma. if her child cant even understand which class she has to go to, den isnt it the sch teacher's job to like meet the whole class in canteen den bring them up or something? its not our fault if the girl nodded her head wen asked if she noes where to go anyway.

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

made my nus application too. BA (acc), BA, chem eng, then science. i wonder why i made tt choice. shall not question myself further to complicate my mind. juz see how it goes.

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watched step up 2 : the streets online. i think step up is better because their sound tracks are really nicer, and there are more favourite dance scenes too.

clarinase is like 1000 times more effective than panadol (cold relief) if ur having flu. i spent $5 to buy a box of panadol, ate half a box, and the flu persisted. but juz 1 tablet, ONE TABLET of clarinase, the next day i'm ok!! haha strongly recommended! but den it cost $10 a box.

anyway i've submitted my ntu application. chose chem engineering first, accountancy, psychology, business, then chemistry. i guess i need more den juz pure chem in my 4 years of curriculum. hopefully i dun regret. but den, there's nth to regret since there's nth else i can think of tt i like. and i wonder if i should apply for nus too. but i cant think of any choices to make. all tt bullshit bout '' u got AAA, u can choose watever u like '' is juz not true for me since i dun noe wat i want in life. i'm juz a pathetic person with no goals. it was this way 2 years ago, and its still this way now. scholarship providers dun like pp with no goals. so i muz start pretending i have a goal.

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Monday, March 10, 2008

been having flu for like 3 days now. ARGH!! went to work in my dad's cabby in the morning. heard some nonsense on the radio bout ''the top 10 hottest things to say to ur woman''. i only caught the top 3.
#3 - '' i love your eyelashes''
#2 - '' sex with u juz get better and better ''( OMG! )
#1 - '' u r so clever ''
lol #1 makes us women appear so bimbotic!!!

its the first weekday of the march sch holidays and the student care centre was packed with students from the morning and afternoon session. got to see some of my fav cute p1s all day. hehex. they juz brighten up my day =) and during the hols they bring their psp and gameboys, but most of the time they lend others to play. lol there's this really cute p1 boy ( javier), he really smiles brightly and innocently all day long! no matter how much i scolded him during the lesson times, he will still smile wen he talks to me. =)) tts 1 thing i like bout small kids.. they dun bear grudges. ok maybe only some...anyway he so cute lah!!! but i try not to show favouritism.. since i must be partial in this job!

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Sunday, March 9, 2008

Math- A
Chem- A
Phy- A
Econs- C
GP- C
PW- C
Chi- B

currently involved in making a life decision, alike everyone else. interest vs good future. which is beta? trying to weigh the difference when it hit me. is my interest really wat im interested in? wat if its because i did well in it? my parents are like encouraging me take a course tt will let me have good career prospects. ok which parents doesnt... now its really 50-50. or is it not? arghs.... biggest dilemma ever encountered.

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Wednesday, March 5, 2008

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Monday, March 3, 2008

finally, A's results is confirm gonna be released this friday. like FINALLY after the all the rumours spreading around ever since CNY. somehow seeing the confirmation on MOE website made me feel more jittery den wen my frens tell me so. i juz hope i'll be more occupied these few days so i wont have much time to think too much and worry.

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Thursday, February 28, 2008

So far i've been working for 3 days. i like the job! it can get slack-ish wen i have nth much to do, and it can get very challenging wen i'm conducting lessons. Especially since i've been taking P1 english. its hard moving on wen the slower students are lagging behind. they have serious spelling and handwriting problems. Even after i write the answer big and clear on the board, they can still copy wrongly. But, i still find them all very cute! i wan to teach math!!! apparently the who-teach-what-level system is rather flexible, so i hope i get to experience teaching other levels and subjects! but i do get to help around wen the upper pri pupils do their hw.. and i can actually nap for like 45 mins in the afternoon with the students! (only for full time teachers) but i dun really do tt since it will give me headaches..maybe i will in future. and did i say? the kids r damn cute!!!!!!!

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Monday, February 25, 2008

ok i'm officially announcing that i got a job as a student care teacher! 8.30-6.30 weekdays and 8.30-2 alt sats. pay's little but at least its not admin and i can save up on office wear. hehex.. so i'll be starting tmr... good luck to me!

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

after attending the NTU talk today with andrea, i was totally brain-washed by tt prof loh in taking chemistry & biological chemistry!! and i think i'm gonna forget bout aiming for NUS since direct honours seems safer. and i totally want to be roommates with andrea for year1 at least!! omg how cool is tt... to be able to stay with my 15+ years childhood fren. i persuaded my parents and my dad agreed, but all these wont come true unless i get good grades... pray hard.....

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Friday, February 22, 2008

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Monday, February 18, 2008

sometimes i really wonder, how pp can ignore u for months or even years and suddenly turn around and act like old frens? ok i think its acceptable like for reunions, but isnt it weird wen u think tt the person is already out of ur life, and 1 ordinary night tt person will juz come and say hi. and its difficult for me to adjust my feelings so quickly. i'm not the kind to anyhow say yes to pp who ask me out so suddenly. and i'm the kind who doesnt really noe how to put it nicely tt ''i dun really wish to go out with u''. ( to my frens reading this, u dun fall into this category! so dun worry=) ) so stop pushing me. who are u to act as u wish! idiot.

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

nah mellie! hahaz =)

3rd relief duty yesterday! still couldnt get to see dear mrs lazar.. always in a meeting or gone for course! and its surprising tt a teacher who didnt teach me before actually recognised me as a former student! so anyway i took 4.4, and my sister's admirer is in the class. hmms.. he is so damn naughty!! i kept scolding the class for being noisy la.. and punished them by making them stand with their hands over their mouths. den i confiscate a basketball coz they were playing with it in class. the naughty boys came back to class during recess to take the ball!! idiots!! since it was total defence day, there was fire drill. nth much happened, no fake smoke or victims. i think by now all my sister's frens noe who i am.

so i went to gombak station to pass mellie her late bearie5 v'day present. and i make her take photo with me right there at the control station! haha there was actually this barrier between us coz i'm trying to save money! but this pic looks like there's no barrier right!! =)

proceeded to JE and met up with wenlin & sinyu to have light dinner and went to library. WL wanted to study for her BTT, but we ended up borrowing books and talking at the cafe! hahax!! wish her good luck on monday liaos...

nth much happened today, except helping my mum in the morning, sleeping wen i came home, and looking for job opportunities in the papers. to those interested, my mum have the intention to close her new shop! means i'm gonna be free to look for other job. woots! although this is at the cost of her losing $$ in business. haiz.. family crisis is juz beginning...

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Friday, February 15, 2008

my v'day cards for bearie5=)

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

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Monday, February 11, 2008

went to wenlin's place last night to bainian. met up with weizheng and puaybing there. long time never meet up with weizheng and the gang =( anyways i had like a thousand fishballs and we gossiped all night. bout everybody we could think of. hahaz..

today was my 2nd time as a relief teacher at SV again! got so excited wen i found out i have a half hour period with my sister's class! haha. once again, wen i walk past her class, she was stunned to see me. form class was 4.6. there was this theft case (money) in sch and the teacher before me found $100+ in this boy's bag. he claims that his grandma gave him, but wen they call his grandma, she say she didnt. den the teacher confiscated his money at first to investigate... the poor boy was crying in class, den i went to console him. in the end they found out it wasnt him ( not sure if they caught the real culprit) and returned the money to him. after tt he went back to his seat and cry again. tsk tsk... i think he muz be feeling so wrongly accused.

it seems that both times i went to relief, there's like either suicidal or theft case. wonder if there's a third...

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Saturday, February 9, 2008

lets talk CNY!

eve- worked at YT in the morning and JLP in the afternoon till 6 plus. went home to shower and arrived at aunt's house at around 8 plus. we burnt those kind of paper clothings and money for the dead. apparently my mum went to see fortune teller a few days ago and he said there were 3 ghosts following my mum, tts y recently quite bad luck. *shudders*so after we polluted the air, we walked to grandma house nearby to have reunion dinner. it was like 9 pm already and only we were eating. lol. and my grandpa actually noes how to cook yam paste! so nice! although the ginko nuts rather bitter. went home around 11pm and wen the tv programme started counting down, i got high alone and started screaming and singing the new year songs. haha!

1st day- woke up at 12 noon and went to grandma's house again to bai nian at 2pm!!! so late rite? den slack there for eternity till 5pm den go great grandma's house. spoke chinese-hokkien-malay to her. haha!!! i think her chinese like better den her daughter(grandma). den head off all the way to punggol area to uncle's new home. the blocks there are like so new and condo-like. went to nearby foodcourt (which only the drinks stall and seafood stall are opened) and eat. and of coz, the adults went up to gamble, while i watch i do i do. i think the funniest part is wen they calling emergency hotline, den the operator goes ''english, press1, chinese, press 2, for murder, press 1, robbery, press2, suicide, press 3, for jumping off the sea, press 1, jumping off building, press 2,...'' LOL!!! the whole night i was thinking if i should join them for gambling, but too afraid to lose money, since i think i very suay one. so i didnt! reached home at like 2am!!!!

2nd day- woke up at 1pm and bad news arrive... had to rush down to the shop and work. work!! on the 2nd day of new year! ( considering i worked on 1st jan, its not surprising ba..) so sick of work!!!!!!! so i worked till 5 plus. went home and went out to meet sinyu, siyun, bobo, zhiming, khairiz, edmund, ziwei, paul at bukit timah and had dinner at ahmeen or almeen (forgot already). the guys and their usual army talk. all botak already! haha. last min decision to watch CJ7 at westmall 11.30pm show. so we went there and jac, qihui, ben, yuzheng joined us. i ended up seated between sinyu and zhiming, and stupid zhiming laughed damn hell loud la!!! not very funny he laughed like shit. i was so freaking embarrassed that i shifted more to sinyu and covered my face. beside sinyu was paul, who was the 2nd loudest. wa piang, no cinema courtesy de! yuzheng was beside paul, and they both happened to wear red polo t with white stripes. lol gay! wen we came out it was 1.30am. went to mac's to slack around. shared cabbie with zhiming, paul and my dearest sinyu. haha always good to have frens who stay near =) reached home at 2.45am. cant believe i go home at 2 am in 2 consecutive days!

3rd day- today! woke up at 10am to prepare to go js's house with phebe and weiliang. luckily i didnt have to work. (last night my mum told me to standby) didnt wear the skirt i bot for new year coz i find it rather inconvenient. so at js's house we ate his dad's cooking, which consist of black glutinous rice, nasi bryani, bee hoon, and his mum and grandma actually wraps wu xiang and dumpling. so traditional and cool! slacked around in his room's ''lazy corner'' (still lacking cushions) till like 4.30pm. sent phebe off and went to pioneer mall with js to buy chocolates! yummy. 1st to reach my aunt's place, which is nearby, and that is where i am blogging from now. currently. i've waited for 1.5 hours and no relatives showed up. lol. ate my aunt's cream of mushroom pasta. not bad...haha she's so scared that no1 will dare to eat, so i help her ordered pizza hut delivery. and the food already arrived long time ago but there's no1 to eat! tsk tsk, somemore they still 1 by 1 call and ask who's here already. all like so scared to be first -.- anyway signing off for now~

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Wednesday, February 6, 2008

happy chinese new year to everyone reading~

finally this is a holiday that i actually dun have to work! =) but im on standby..currently excited to wear my new year clothes.

met up with js on sat to shop around suntec and have pepper lunch for dinner (ironic eh?) bot cardigans for my sisters, who were inspired by MY cardigan. nice js bot me some unknown chocolate =)

gym-ed with qh,sy,mellie,jac on sun at clementi. didnt noe need to bring towel so i bot one for $1. that gym session caused me muscle pain for the next 3 days. had dinner with the gals at pizza hut, and we created a name for our group! Bearie5 =) special story behind it.

so anyway, gonna look forward to celebrating CNY this year!

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

ok today, and only today (after 35 days), did granny and me realise that we didnt open this compartment above the gas stove that is suppose to absorb all the hot air in the kitchen in the shop. so she had suffered 35 days of heat in the kitchen. -.- no wonder she's falling ill.

after 35-4=31 days of work, i'm reaching the stage whereby malay customers can speak in their language to me and i dun need to say '' i dun understand, can u speak english?'' tt often. maybe around 8 out of 10 customers? and i muz acknowledge my teacher - my granny =)

work without my eyecandy around is really very very very dull. i find myself missing his presence many times a day, even if its 50m away.y muz he be transfered? i didnt even get to say bye....sigh =(

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

time to update bout my life!

mon - shopped with huikim at bukit gombak and bugis. bought jeans and 2 tops. spent $61 altogether. i withdrew money 3 times in a day! no matter how little ($20) i took out to limit myself, i couldnt resist the temptation. lol and i saw qihui shopping with her mum at bugis. wen was the last time i shopped with my mum alone? maybe we never did so. i only remember shopping with my aunt alone. hmm.. so i guess my new year clothes are all ready. juz have to plan which top with which bottom and wear on which day. my family dun usually shop for new year clothes like others, but this year, i seem to be buying alot of tops using the excuse '' can wear to uni''. lol

tue - slept in late and watched 1 n half episode of coffee prince, half of material girls, head over heels, phantom of the opera (nice!). it was like a video marathon from 12pm to 12am, juz tt i took breaks here and there. sat until butt pain! i could feel my belly growing. =( oh and last min i didnt have to work, so it was like a last min holiday =)

wed - here i am blogging! motivated myself to do some crunches and static hold before brunch time. i'm like suppose to advertise my mum's shop in mocca later. she's thinking of handing the new shop over to others already coz its really taxing her out. but how many pp actually surf mocca.com for business? hmm..

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

oh man....... my eyecandy at work is being transferred to another branch (AMK) coz he punched this bastard who also work there. from wat i heard, that bastard insulted my eyecandy's mother. stupid idiot. he should be the one that leaves, not my eyecandy!!! =(=( work is not even a little fun now tt he's not there. no motivation!!

anyway, went swimming at JW swimming complex with wenlin and sinyu after work around 1 plus. the feeling of swimming in a deep pool (1.8m) is really amazing. tt's becoz i've never dared to do so. although this time i swam safely beside the edge in case i'm too exhausted to stay afloat. haha! and we saw spencer (nhss de) as a lifeguard. heard wilfred's one too but didnt see him.

ate the 99cents/plate sushi and wenlin treated us since she got her first pay. the salmon slice a little smaller den the one at sakae and suki. but i think its rather worth it if u can forgo chawamushi and miso soup all tt and u dun eat more den 10 plates at sakae buffet.

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

today i did relief teaching! started off working at my mum's shop in the morning till around 11am wen SVPS( denise mother) called me to do relief. i called my mum and ask if i could go although i already noe the answer. so at first i rejected SVPS and was feeling super duper disappointed for 20 mins. den later i told my granny tt i very sad. den she encourage me to go for it. so i beg my mum, telling her granny can handle herself. so i called svps back and ask if the vacancy was still available. and tada! i got the job! so i rushed home and changed and took a cab down. i was suppose to cover the timetable of ms lim soo ee.

so 1st class was 3.3 (form class). suppose to have english, so i let them do their own work for the 1st half hour and played some spelling game with them for the second half. the way they yay!ed wen their group won (although there werent any prizes) make me feel good =) there's this problematic kid who was made to sit with his table against the white board ( i wonder how he can see wats on the board) and this weird gal who took out her scissors and threaten to kill herself wen the monitors wrote her name on the board ( pp who talk). and wen playing the spelling game alot of pp stress this particular boy to go up to the board wen he didnt wan to, and he ended up crying!!

made new frens with 3 male teachers somehow and ate with them during my 30min break. joke around a little and climbed 4 levels to take class 4.6, but mr lau(DM) said he would take the class for me since its his form class. so i have another 1 hour break. went to my sister's class to find her. she was coming out of the toilet wen she saw me. she was not as shocked as i wanted her to be =( somehow met 2 of the new male frens and followed them into the staff room, where i found mrs julian and chatted with her for awhile. head down to HOD but mrs lazar wasnt there =( den ended up reading the book i brought ( smart eh!) on the sofa in the General office. 4pm and i took class 1.5. i think they were a little disappointed wen i didnt bring them for pe (only 30mins). and they're so cute!!!!! and so full of questions.

4.30pm and i took class 4.1 for pe from where they assembled after recess. saw melinda and the moment i talked to her everyone around her start asking '' tt one ur jie jie ah?'' haha. this time i let them have pe since its a 1hr period and we're so near the equipment room and i understand that as students, no pe very sian. so i conducted pe in my heels. made them do jumping jacks, stretches, 1 round around the field, and let them play their own games ( bb, badminton, skipping) active me played badminton with the kids in my heels and formal wear.

5.30pm i went back to form class 3.3 for math. this time i played some math game with them. giving mental sums and such. 6.30pm brought them down for assembly before dismissal. waited for melinda and took public bus home together. feet aching like hell by the time i reached home. warning : do not play badminton in heels

so tt was my first experience as a relief teacher! =)

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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

I'm SO FREAKING SAD now coz i juz realise there's a damn crack at the corner of my laptop!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH =(

She ended her typings at |8:33 PM|

currently relaxing at home, reading book, watching video, juz spending some quality time with myself, smth which i haven't been doing for a long time. not working from mon to wed coz the 3 stalls in the same row (including our shop) are currently undergoing renovation, initiated by the roti prata boss. his paying for OUR stall's renovation fee too since this whole thing was his idea and it affected our business.

so yesterday my mum send me down in the morning to check out their progress. apparently the contractor himself is not confident of finishing the renovation in 3 days. hohoho good game! their working 24 hrs. heard like 7 or 8 workers flew back to india and their shorthanded. on one hand i hope they finish later so i get more rest. on the other i want them to be on time so we can get the business back on track before the weekends arrive. we ( my granny, mother and me) had a super hard time packing, cleaning and putting away everything in the stall to let them renovate. which also means that we'll have a hard time starting to prepare for reopening. met eyecandy wen i was talking on my hp near the stall. hope i looked nice in my outfit coz i was preparing to go out after i leave the kopitiam. he always see me in my t-shirt and shorts, with my hair all tied up as though i'm getting ready for netball match. anyway he did talk to me later wen i was waiting for my mum to arrive during her lunch break. juz '' never open stalll ah?'' (which was quite obvious) lol. watever. eyecandy will juz remain as eyecandy.

so anyway, huikim asked me out for suki buffet yesterday. CCK outlet is a no-no so we were left with ang mo kio, cine, hougang if im not wrong. i suggested AMK since i've never alighted at that station in my life. den we were wrong to think tt suki's in AMK hub, so we had to walk all the way to k box plaza ( a few blocks away) and found out that they dun do buffets!! argh!! it seems that whoever want to eat buffet with me always end up walking and travelling from places to places. ( right? wenlin and sinyu?lol) so HK and me went to cine. my ez link's value was only like $2 already.

i think i ate 9 to 10 plates there. full like shit. stuffing myself to make the money worth. den i couldnt stand walking straight. haha. but managed to walk all the way to far east (not japan) to look around for HK's bro's present. i wonder why far east plaza? den ended up i bought this top which i'm not sure if i'm gonna wait for CNY to wear, and HK didnt buy anything. had the urge to go bugis and buy all the cheap cheap stuffs, but i had to go home early since mum wanted to discuss bout shop stuff with me ( which she didnt in the end!) she wanted me to go down to the kopitiam today but luckily things managed to be settled over the phone, so i can slack at home!! =)

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Saturday, January 12, 2008

i dunno wat came over me. a moment of curiousity led to sadness all over again. i shouldnt even have bothered. damn. and i thought it was all over. it has to be.

She ended her typings at |10:44 PM|

Friday, January 11, 2008

my grandma is really making it very obvious tt i am eyecandy-ing my eyecandy!!!!!

she keeps sitting outside the stall and ''help me keep a look out'' for EC. and wen he walked pass, she will like purposely talk to him. den wen i went away for a while to help her buy 4D ( first time i buy 4D), EC chose tt timing to come and buy food from us. den nice grandma had to tel him '' my granddaughter went shopping''. wat i heard is he just laughed. wa this kind of thing also must tell pp? might as well tell every customer who buys food that i'm away rite? so he must be thinking there's smth fishy. AAHH!!! anyway he did smile at me today =)

heard from the kopitiam manager tt there are rumours saying the morning shift worker currently working for my mum is suffering ( or suffered) from depression. i wonder if this explains for all the mistakes/blurness/slowness/confusion that she had done. its like i've told her before bout the everyday routines and checks that she have to do, but somehow she act like its her first day once in awhile. ARGH!! always got problems to settle once i step into the stall every morning.

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Thursday, January 10, 2008

current mood : sleepy

i'm beginning to catch a glimpse of light at the end of the tunnel. last nite xue hai tutorial centre called me to ask if im still interested in the job i applied for. of coz i said yes. but i muz try to coordinate my time between helping my mum and working for others. its not confirmed and im still waiting for their call. not gonna get my hopes too high.

today there was this customer who happened to pass by and happened to talk to us and happened to let me noe she's working in a student care centre. so i happened to tel her im interested in getting a job in this area. so she happened to take down my number and try to recommend me to her boss. so im also waiting to see wat's gonna happen in the near future.

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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

chalet was fun! i managed to sleep lesser den expected. although still more den the others i guess. bbq, night cycling, mahjong, cards, PS2. i guess i have nth much to elaborate. except that the forfeit for a particular game got a little too high. with pp kissing pp. i shan't say who. i was involved too! and i didnt follow the guys+phyllis into old changi hospital during night cycling. see no point in scaring myself. and they claimed to have heard footsteps inside. shudders* i think the chalet bed is much more comfortable den my own =( anyway, i dun have the mood to post a long entry. still suffering from lack of sleep so i'll juz keep it short.

i tot working couldnt get any more stressful and tiring. yet, wen i reach home yesterday, i was notified that the night shift worker quit her job already. and one of the morning shift worker's mum was admitted into hospital. so i have to stand in for her in the morning. ( i was expecting to do afternoon shift since i have to get some rest after chalet) so i was like *pengZ* have to get up at 6am AGAIN. and and! the big big mirror in my living room actually fell from the hook in the wall at 5am tuesday. i was still in chalet la. luckily it didnt fell at 6am if not my dad and sister would have gotten hurt. and and! there was a major car accident right outside my condo side gate tuesday 10am. wa, its like i stay outside for 3D2N suddenly the world turn upside down. and mum's shop is really eating my holiday away. in every way that it can eat. mentally, physically tired of participating in family business. from the moment i wake up till i sleep, the pp around me juz keep talking and asking bout the shop. whether this person got angry, that person can work? whether the food is in good control, whether the business sales good? whether need to order anymore food, that ingredient should change? whether this whether that...ARGGHHHH!!!!! and i hate it wen my grandma( she's the chef in the shop) gets all sensitive wen my mum tries to change ingredients to ''improve'' my grandma's food. i hate it wen both of them get frustrated and vent their anger on who else but ME, MMEEEEE!!!!! i hate it wen my dad ask if the shop got any problem, den i will tell him, den he will complain to me '' see la, i told mummy dun do business, dun wan to listen, now so many problem also cannot cope.'' and den i get all boiled up inside me but i dun wanna shout back at him. so my stress gets accumulated. i hate it wen customer complains bout the food that i didnt have the chance to be in charge of. i hate to serve uncivilised pp. the only gd thing is that i can see my eyecandy at work, but only once in awhile, wen he's doing his rounds. (guess wats his job?)

so anyway, i can really see myself forgoing university and juz stay in the shop for the rest of my life.( ok i'm exaggerating) someone please pity me and stop complaining bout how tough ur office job or watever is! coz its obviously higher pay, and u dun work everyday and go home having ur parents keep bombarding u bout the shop, the shop, the shop!!! and i do believe ur job, however much u dun like it, was still the choice u made. but mine wasn't. i'm practically born into it. i have no chance to choose! pp tel me to not help my mum, but how can i not? can anyone really understand my agony?

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Saturday, January 5, 2008

ok firstly, i want to say thanks to all those who have been supporting my blog. secondly, sorry for not updating for so long. as i've said in previous post, i will be working everyday for my mum, at such an extent that i dont feel like even doing anything but sleep wen i'm at home. tt's why i didnt update for so long. christmas and new year day was juz like any day for me, so i didnt really celebrate. sorry to those that wish me merry christmas or happy new day but i din really reply or wat-so-ever. but i really appreciate it =)

anyway i was suppose to work till 31st dec, but at the very last moment, we still cant settle the workers problem, so i have to continue working for my mum like in the morning till early afternoon. coz there's this quite kind-hearted aunty, that works during the morning shift, always serve customers very slowly. dun say my mum, even i cant stand it. so we're still hoping some savior will replace her. i think only by then will i stop helping. maybe at this rate that i'm going, i might jus find some kopitiam-shop-management course in uni and help my mum permanently. lol no way!!

a few days ago this agent from some mass power company ( i forgot i applied with them) called me saying there's a job offer for me, but i have to start immediately. i had to reject coz of u-know-wat. haiz. i really need to switch to a high-paying (more than $4.50/hr), english-speaking, non direct customer serving, 5 day work week kind of job before i go insane. i have been working EVERY SINGLE DAY from 21st dec till now. today my mood was rather bad till i drove a potential customer away. he wanted a ''crispy pancake'' from the basket that we put inside the store. but i told him '' can u get one from the ones displayed outside?'' like hello? we need to sell those displayed outside first ma. got expiry date one leh! den he say the outside ones ''chui chui'' already. so i replied ''ha nor, is chui chui one mah'' den he angrily walk away. i totally didnt care at that point already. i cannot, CANNOT stand customers demanding for super hot and fresh pancakes, super nice and uncrushed crispy pancakes. if u dun wan to wait for 10-15 mins, u jolly well juz get one ready-made from the display case la! its not like the display case is not there to keep the foor warm mah! and its not like we sell overnight pancakes! ARGH!!!!! and u jolly well stop speaking bloody malay to me coz i dun understand!!!! singaporean aunties and uncles are juz terrible. ok maybe juz those nothing-better-to-do residents living in the area. -.- ok luckily i'm going for class chalet so im not working on mon and tuesday. finally get some break. i hope the shop doesnt burn down wen i'm not there to be ''in charge''. oh and FYI, my mum doesnt work there actually, so i'm abit like the manager/consultant who have to decide how to handle difficult situations on the spot.

moving on to happier stuffs, i went back to jj for orientation 1 on thurs and fri. thurs for their mass dance and night song singing session, friday for their jj nite. apparently their batch dance is ''the geeks and the girls'' and the dance steps really involves spinning round and round till i get giddy. the first song singing session was a blast! only those who were there will be able to understand. its like we started off dancing as though we were clubbing( although i've never club before). and its really fun to spend the session with siyun, jac, tommy and some of the bgc guys. their presence never fail to lift the spirit. lol. sadly i had to leave halfway through the second session. =( jj nite, more pp came back. too bad i didnt have the chance to play kinetic warfare with them. looking at them get all sunburnt and wet and cold (it rained), i wished i had joined them. =) anyway i got high during mass dance (wen did i not?) but the song singing part was like a disaster. mr chua RC is such a failure in taking over the place mr liao and mr handsome ng did best. the feeling juz wasnt there. haiz.. anyway, its not my batch camp, so, sorry for the juniors.lol. went home around 11 plus with belinda and sinyu and had supper at YT's macs. felt so sleepy already by then.

so anyway i will be looking forward to my next big event - class chalet. i hope i can outlast my sleeping routine!!

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Friday, December 21, 2007

first day at work. tiring. stand until feet aching. and many old chinese pp try to speak malay to me wen they can just speak hokkien or mandarin, which i can understand better den bahasa melayu. but of coz, first look at me and pp think i dun understand mandarin, can be understood.

working under my mum in her new foodstall is just T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E. her instructions are so unclear and she trys to do many things at once. eg.she holds up object A in her right hand to me and say ''put this in the kitchen'' wen she is actually asking me to put object B tt she is pointing to with her left hand. see how confusing that is? and not only is she impatient and hot tempered towards me when i become confused and juz stare at her, her presence juz make pp more kan chiong, and more errors will arise. shit, and its only the first day. ok but at least wen she stop coming to supervise, there will be peace.

and the most impactful thing that i did today is to key in $2002.00 into the cashier wen the customer only hands me a $2.00 note. so the change was suppose to be $2000.40... lol and the aunty i work with made a joke out of herself.

*customer picks something to buy and walk over to the cashier.
aunty: how much ah?
customer: $2.50.
(i hope the joke is clear)

i laughed for the next 2 mins. eh 2 mins is quite long for laughing. u might get hyperventilation.

and tmr my idol is going to go to the watever event tt is being held just outside the foodcourt! hope i get to sneak a peek!



anyway for those pp who have been wondering wat i've been up to for the last 7 days( i hope these pp exist), here are the summarised events.

friday- chilled out at home and brought sisters out to shop for nicole's present.

saturday- nicole's humble birthday celebration with siangning and me. went vivo, thomson plaza, and SN house, where we surprise nic with a small piece of super delicious choc cake. its like the first time i've been to SN house ever since i knew her in sec 3.

sunday- met up with JS,WL,phebe. saw pp playing street games (netball included!)outside ngee ann city. nice JS treated us (again) to pepper lunch. he's an official officer! and his salary or allowance is like more than wat i might be earning if i have a proper office admin job. cool! so phebe was like shopping for clothes and i restrained myself since i'm going to hit a 2-digit status in my bank account.

mon- laze around at home. too lazy to even blog. lazed to the core. ultimate lazer. ok it doesnt make any sense. lol

tue- watched alvin and the chipmunk with nic and my 2 sisters. its so freaking hard to handle them both outside. its so freaking hard to please both sisters at the same time. but anyway the movie was nice! love the chipmunks and their little voice. love them singing! dropped by SN house and watch Charlie and the choc factory. warning: anyone who have no money to buy chocolate should not watch tt show coz the choc craving is so strong!

wed- went out with siyun,mellie,qihui. went they said bugis i was thinking '' lucky not orchard''. but somehow they decided to go orchard wen we were at bugis. ARGH!! hate orchard now!! managed to restrained myself from shopping again. i wonder if tt was the last time we will meet in 2007?

thurs- helped my mum to carry ultra heavy stuffs to her new stall and prepare wat was needed to prepare. and bla bla bla...

fri- that is today.

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Thursday, December 13, 2007

dunno why these days i juz dun feel like sitting down and update my entries.maybe coz i dun have much interesting events happening in my boring holiday life. this is why i kept telling pp i dun wan A's to end. coz i already foresee this kind of lifestyle for me before i get a job. i rather study in the sch library everyday, disiao-ing my frens at times. =)

if ur wondering, i'm not tt busy til i cant blog. juz slacking around doing the usual, playing piano (love challenging myself to create my own version of pop songs), reading book, watching tv and youtubing, bringing my sisters out to have some fresh air( if i have the mood), its amazing how these few activities can fill up my hours in a day.

yesterday siangning and nicole came over to play. SN brought my 2 sis down for a swim while i accompanied nicole to laze on the deck chair. SN can really click with kids. her ambition to become a teacher is indeed very suitable for her. hope she dun end up being bullied by kids! today nicole came over again coz she has nth to do at home. (another victim of the boring holidays) apparently she likes my maid and kept chatting with her yesterday, saying she's cute and all tt -.-

btw wen i went with my sisters to get their new textbooks, i saw mrs julian! chatted with her awhile b4 she got busy again. she said kids central came to do some filming. i wonder wats the programme bout? walking around my old sch which already has new buildings still managed to bring back some memories. =) oh man i really feel like going SVPS to spend my next 6 months!

pasar malam is open again!

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Monday, December 10, 2007

it muz be the weather. rainy nights make me nostalgic. somehow, yesterday night i suddenly missed aloysius, a special fren i met randomly at a 3D2N adventure camp organised by CDAC( chinese development assistance council) wen i was in sec 2. he was sec 1 then. initially kept contact with him, but....its been 4 years now. the memories of wat we went thru together in camp was like so vividly flashing in my mind. den i was trying to find his contact in my msn contact list. but somehow i dunno which contact is his.haiz.. i think i have his no. but i dun really noe wat to msg him. maybe i'll go try frenster..

anyway, played squash with sinyu and indoor street netball with her, siyun, qihui, jac, bobo, ben, paul, alex. was like a sports marathon from 3 to 6. again, i want to complain bout my stamina.

ate dinner at JP pizza hut with SY,SY,QH. there was this ''party'' going on on the central stage. apparently u can donate $8.80 to help those students in need to get textbooks, and get to ''enjoy'' their buffet and participate in the lucky draw. the MCs were like really very loud with their microphones and we have to speak very loudly to each other over dinner. den one of them sang tian mi mi and another old chinese song. i got rather high and qh act like she dunno me ( sorry u sitting at the same table! muahaha) wonder wen's the next meeting with the gals.

She ended her typings at |10:00 PM|

Sunday, December 9, 2007

yesterday i was supposed to play squash with sinyu in the morning before joining wenlin (sorry to expose u! =P) for sushi. but SY woke up with body aches so we postponed it AGAIN for the hundredth time. lol anyway we went to lot 1 thinking suki sushi still existed. we were so disappointed to see it being under renovation. both of them were very hungry ( i was rather full already with all the air in my tummy) and were craving for buffet, but sakae dun have weekend buffet =(. couldnt go cineleisure coz SOMEONE was underdressed. so SOMEONE suggested sakura at the science centre outlet (wat a weird choice).

so we went all the way there juz to find tt lunch timing was over and dinner will only start in another 3 hours. how unlucky..lol but i wasnt hungry as mentioned so i wasnt as affected as those 2 kids. haha!

walked all the way to imm and had a hard time deciding where to eat. ended up in fish&co. ordered grilled salmon to replace the craving for raw salmon( which i could have gotten from sushi buffet) . the satisfaction wasnt there =( was super full and the 2 kids still wasnt THAT full. so we walked around and shopped a little. ok only i bought a piece of formal blouse (office wear) . wenlin and me bot mudpie and berries&cookies mcflurry to try try. found out tt it was a scam. they juz add hot fudge and strawberries( the ones they use for their sundaes) to oreo mcflurry respectively. -.-

went to lot 1 to meet my mum and sisters. was shopping around while waiting for them, and this very frenly sales lady from SENSE intro me a formal long black pants (office wear again) which i liked alot. it doesnt make me look fat! i wanted it but i told her i'll be back with my mum later to pay for it.. lol

wen they arrived and had their dinner, we went to BHG. i'm still not used to pronouncing its name. ( prefer seiyu) mum wanted to buy new bag and wallet. i chose a bag tt she likes. after all these years of me trying to intro her products and her rejecting my taste all the time, it felt like an achievement! lol. so wallet and bag cost like $118 and the cashier told my mum she can get free towel if she spent more den $120. so kia su singaporean mum wanted to buy heels anyway, and since the timing was like 9 plus already, she gave me cash to purchase my pants. the atmosphere was like very rush. all the shops were closing. after tt brought my sisters to kiddy palace to choose wat they want. apparently my mum gave them $15 budget each to get a toy. melinda got a 7 in 1 games set (includes pool, billiard, soccer, basketball, bowling, hockey, target). sounds attractive right? only $14.90!! melina got a ''little pet shop digital toy'' at $27.90 (way over budget!!)

wen we went to mac's to get my father's dinner, i saw this tall, tanned, good looking guy at the counter ( i was sitting at the table nearest to the counter while melinda queued up) ordering food. juz his side view was heart-melting. told my family bout it. den mum and melina stared at him as he walked back to his seat. the moment melina said '' he got galfren already!'', my heart shattered into pieces and dropped to the floor. lol ok it wasnt tt sad la.. it was quite funny though, me acting so heartbroken in front of them while we were waiting for the person to give us our order. wen his gf came over to the counter to request for dunno wat, i whispered to melinda ''kill her!'' lol.. the funniest moment is wen the teenage guy said to melinda, ''MA'AM, ur order''. can u imagine a teenage guy address a p3 gal as MA'AM????? HAHAHAHA!!!!

we went home feeling like we finished a shopping spree AS A FAMILY. never felt tt way since....cannot remember already. we were wondering if daddy will feel ''left out'' so mummy said give him the free towel as present.. since he everytime complain bout not enough towel, or its old and all tt crap..lol. the packaging for it was rather classy. i think it can pass off as a $30 towel. haha the box stated tt the brand is from paris lo..dun play play!

so at home while everyone is like opening their items, melinda's mini pool table was broken!! so we couldnt play immediately as planned coz we plan to exchange for a new one. poor melinda was quite disappointed.

so today we went down to exchange, and picked a new set. the table was like dented. so we rejected it again. decided to add $7 to get another similar kind of 7 in 1 games set tt has a bigger mini table ( wat an oxymoron) at $21.90.

2 of melina's fren came over to play. they were both very very shy despite my parents' effort to play host. so we juz leave them to play in the bedroom, while dad and me play snooker, pool, soccer, bowling with tt mini table while melinda keep score. the ball like doesnt have a proper centre of gravity. it doesnt go the way we wan it to, which makes the game even more fun =)

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Friday, December 7, 2007

be careful of which side of the bed do u wake up in, coz waking up on the wrong side will turn ur life upside down. tts wat happened to me this morning and i cannot twist my neck right, up, down easily. daily routine became a chore. lived through the day with constant agony.

anyway i did not go down for appointment coz the ''reply'' NUH gave NDC was tt i never follow up with my checkup so apparently there's not going to be an approval letter. cancelled my 2 dental appointments in dec. i think i most prob will not be doing braces already. i'm not ready for the commitment involved. can't imagine not eating bread for my breakfast for as long as 2 years! ok i've not been eating it for almost 1 month now. but tt's coz its the holidays. normal sch day i muz have bread ok! so yup. byebye to braces!

managed to ''create'' my FULL version of 彩虹on my keyboard. yeah! the chords are not so perfect since i'm not a pro. if only it was still sch days and i can approach seng loong for help using the piano in LT3. but who cares for imperfection wen the main tune is there? hehex.. tried to play it along with the original song but it makes me nervous and fumble more as the tempo is so much faster. tried to move on and ''create'' 距离（我不配）(anyway wat exactly is the title? lol) and only managed to come out with the chorus. the chords are not the ones i always use ( which i think is C major) so i guess i wont be able to complete the song. =(

hope my neck gets beta by tmr, if not i'll have to tilt my head to a side wen i walk out of my house! argh... oh! i JUST realise my favourite tune in the movie secret is in jay's song 蒲公英的约定. omg im so slooooooooooooooooooooow!!

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Thursday, December 6, 2007

the frustration of trying to confirm if my approval letter was sent from NUH to NDC has been building inside me these days. NUH claimed tt they replied my dentist's letter alr. so i juz had to confirm with NDC, but the previous trip i made to NDC they say they haven receive. so i'm alr thinking tt by now they still haven. but every time i called NDC, it was either busy or engaged. wth, den a few days ago i called to check, they say tt they will tell the nurse and call me back. so i waited for days without receiving any calls. today i called again and i told the person tt i called before and they didnt reply me, so she promise to put my msg as ''urgent'' coz i need to know before i go down for my root canal treatment tmr. if NDC nv receive the letter, the treatment will not be done and it will be postpone AGAIN and i will make a wasted trip to like OUTRAM!!!!! i think tts more den 30 km away from my house. not only tt, they will still charge me consultation fee. so i was like freakin irritated by 5pm today coz i think their office hours is over and still there wasnt any call. so i gave it a deep thought. i think by tmr morning if they haven reply me, or if they say they nv receive the letter, and i cannot receive treatment without it, i'm going to give up the whole idea of doing braces already. i cant believe it, but im actually very stressed up by this whole thing bout before-do-braces-must-do-root-canal-but-before-root-canal-must-get-approval-letter-but-NUH-already-replied-to-NDC-but-NDC-claimed-they-haven-receive-any-letter. i think i felt worse den during A levels. so i was telling my mum bout my ''back-up'' decision tmr. it not like its a must to have perfect straight teeth. i've gotten used to my current set of teeth for the last 6 years ever since my ''vampire'' teeth popped up. i think i can live with it for the next 50 yrs before i go bogeh(no teeth)? and i can stil decide to do it next time if i ever regret my decision now. but there's the matter of the $180 tt my mum paid earlier to consider as it will juz go down the drain. and wat if they charge us for terminating the braces treatment? hmm... guess the answer will only be revealed tmr..


so anyway i realised i have not been touching my keyboard since before A's and it has collected a mountain of dust. was thinking of wat tune to play and wanted to find a new tune. so i tot of jay's new song (ok not so new now) 彩虹so i went to listen to it online. managed to play the chorus tune on the keyboard =) will be trying to play the verses too if i have the ability. lol. wen i listen to the song, i suddenly felt tt i haven't been listening to songs too.. ok aside from all those sound tracks tt accompany the korean and taiwanese dramas tt i've been watching. this time it gave me a feeling/emotion tt i've not felt for long.. not sure how to describe. i guess it's the effect of the cold and rainy night air. suddenly tot of him, which was wrong, wrong, WRONG. moving on...


been trying to get my lazy sisters to do some work rather den juz sleep,eat,watch tv, play HABBO, fight with each other. so i gave melinda chinese spelling for her 2007's syllabus. it seems absurd to be testing her on smth tt she already had her final year exams, but her results were so shitty and she DARED to use chinese dictionary to find the ans for her 填写汉字 ( in case u forgot, its to fill in vocab words given hanyupinyin clues ) section in her other sch exam papers tt she haven done before her exams. wen i caught her red handed she can tel me she never learn the words before. how can the sch test students on words tt are not in syllabus rite!!?!?! tts wen i decided to give her chinese spelling everyday starting today. so she felt unfair as i din test melina. so i gave melina chinese spelling for next year's (p6) syllabus. hoping early preparations for PSLE is beneficial to her. she's more willing compared to melinda. and u muz be wondering why they listen to me. of coz there's reward for them! and tt is to use my laptop. LOL maybe its a blessing in disguise tt my family's PC have problems with audio system and flash player. i always use my laptop to get them to do things.


anyway witch yoo hee( korean drama) is nice! so i recommend to all those unemployed and bored pp like me. oh speaking of tt, i've promised my mum tt i'll help her at her new stall in some foodcourt in BP tt will open on 20 dec( expected date). apparently she can only pay me $5/hr, which is way lesser den wat my frens are earning out there. and i really dun like doing this kind of job, having to stand all day and dealing with customers face to face. although i may be as frenly and as outgoing as i claimed, i do have insecurities wen dealing with the public. but i cant reject my mum wen she is like pleading me for help already. so i'll juz help her till the end of the year, unless she still cannot find permanent worker. and helping her means EVERY SINGLE day, including sundays and public holidays like the CHRISTMAS tt is arriving. wats tt? i dunno wats christmas coz i might have to spend the day working. =( its not like i have to go to church or something, but i do hope i will enjoy 2007's christmas. maybe, and tt is maybe, if there are frens tt are willing to jio me out to celebrate at midnight or wat, tt would certainly be nice. hint hint* to those reading this post out there. lol. i promise i wont doze off at 12.00am. maybe only at 12.01am. muahahahaha.....

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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

bought straits times for 2 consecutive days in search of jobs.( we are not frequent readers) so melina made a comment.

melina: find a job need $1.60. ( 2X80 cents) $1.60 can buy 16 icepops leh!!
melisa: HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

melina: daddy!! juz now i tel jiejie a joke.
so she repeated the above.daddy was nodding away, apparently juz entertaining my sister.
melisa: u noe wat she talking not??
daddy: nods*
melisa: wat?
daddy: lollipop
and den he walks away*
melisa&melina: HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHA

ok this was one of the funniest thing tt happened today. ><

anyway, wenlin and sinyu came over to my house for a swim (ok only wenlin swam). i think i didnt swim for like 1 or 2 years alr?
after tt we sat and chit chatted the evening away. nice atmosphere, better den going all the way to town and walk walk walk, eating expensive food. =)

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Monday, December 3, 2007

whoa~ its been like 3 days since i last posted! wat have i done? good question...lets see

sat - i seriously cannot remember now... memories of every single day seem to be merging as one. i lose track of days easily too. STM STM!! juz asked my sis and she remember so clearly~ i went to develop photos with melinda and left melina at home, coz she was being very naughty again juz before we go out. not tt i wanna be biased, but muz teach her a lesson... brought them to the nearby exercise corner and playground. saw this loner guy with a bball, after waiting for a very long time, i borrowed the ball from him wen he wasnt using and we 3 sisters played bball for awhile. it was quite fun, and i think melina has the potential to follow in my footsteps to become a netball shooter~ =) tts when i had the urge to borrow bball from desmond.

sun - lent jiaying my camera for her prom and borrowed bball from desmond and badminton rackets and shuttle cork from wenlin. brought sisters out to play badminton/bball and it was more like picking-the-shuttle-up session rather den rallying it to and fro. bball court was full of soccer players so we tried another court nearby, but it was also occupied =( melina was very disappointed. so i said we'll play on mon morning at 7.30, coz i doubt anyone will wake up so early to play rite?

mon - woke up super early to try our luck at the court. guess wat? this time got TAIJI SESSION!!! iritating leh the court like always occupied. but thankfully it ended at like 8am so we played till 9am before i returned the ball to des and having macs for breakfast. wen we came home the sisters were so energetic and wanted to go swimming. so i brought them down, letting them get some sun while i hide under the big umbrella searching for suitable jobs under classified sec. of the straits times. as soon as i went home, started making calls for jobs. most offices were located very far away. like aljunied and paya lebar...siao ah.. den there's this tiny little section tt states something like '' students wanted. $8-$10/hr, good benefits,no experienced required.call....'' at first i think it looks really suspicious, maybe its some 诈骗集团. eventually i called and the person on the other like was very unclear. but she said can come down for interview at bugis. so i juz agreed, thinking i can make my way to recruit express at orchard on the way.

so it took me a long time to figure out where this suspicious company is located. i walked from bugis junction, to bugis village, to some bulding with OG sign, to sim lim square, to sim lim tower, to some pitt street, to some coffee shop. den was finally at the opp of the company. so this guy came down to fetch me up. its some DW group company. den i realise my applying for marketing job, which im not interested in. i was also totally underdressed there, with my jeans and polo t, but its becoz i dunno wat to expect too.

the trip to recruit express was better coz the consultant named alvin who was interviewing me was very frenly, in the sense tt he put himself in my shoes. i found out he's juz 20 years old, juz finished NS and awaiting uni admission. he made a very gd point by saying tt employers wan to look for A level students with experience, but where to get experience if they dun give the O level students more chances? lol its like a cycle. he's like the first to tel me tt the student care job salary is already quite gd.. so now im STILL waiting for the student care person to call. i wonder if she will call if im not chosen.

super hungry now and there's no suitable food to ease my starvation. ARGH!!!!!

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Friday, November 30, 2007

dunno why this post was saved as draft and i din post..ok its meant for friday 30 nov.

i juz found out i like segoe script ( name of a font ) but blogger dun have! oh man all the fonts they provide sucks!



anyway went for my interview yesterday and it wasnt as scary as i prepared myself for. my first ever official job interview was almost like a get-to-noe-u-beta session. ok isnt that interview? lol. the principal of the learning centre is very young, like in her twenties. i wonder if she owns the centre.. anyway she say she'll call back soon, and if i were to start work, it'll be the 2nd week of dec.. im still quite indecisive, showed my interest in many teaching jobs, but only this one seem to respond to me.. and i wonder if the pay's worth the time. many disagree, but i cant juz sit and wait for better opportunities to pop out =( maybe i shall juz pretend im doing community service and its already good enough to be paid..lol









borrowed ''teach yourself malay'' book ytd, hope i have the passion to learn. maybe not as much as korean... and maybe its another 三分钟热度 kind of thing. haha









moving on to the harsh reality, after the dragon boat guys died, my fren's relative and the sch canteen ah ma passed away, i began to wonder wat kind of funeral shud be held for me wen i pass away ( hopefully peacefully) ? wat bout those free thinkers out there? all i see is only those buddist kind of wakes, with those monks chanting away. asked my mum but she cannot really give me a definite answer and keep giving me the look like ''can u dun mention this kind of things''. anyway she was the one who always shows me the papers bout pp dying tragically and telling me off wen i dunno wats going on around the world. haiz. why are chinese so superstitious and like to avoid discussing this kinda things? isnt it better to be prepared wen faced with the inevitable death? i wouldnt noe wat to do if im responsible to hold a wake for my love ones ( touch wood). i sure hope there will be people around to guide me along.



cant believe only 10 days have passed ever since the last A level paper. it seems like a month! this is an indication to start working soon!

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

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Monday, November 26, 2007

someone complain my font too small so im making it larger~

School
attended some brightsparks workshop tt cost $58 that was suppose to help us be prepared for schloarship/job interviews. most were quiet scholars whom i hardly interact with. sticked with tommy most of the time. lol. i think the practise interview session was quite fun, with tommy, junting, zhiming, meow si in my group. all were trying not to laugh and act professional. hehex. after tt wen to 541 to have lunch. the guys ( tommy, JT, HH, ZM) ate laksa i ate kaya toast -.- ok tts coz i rushing off to outram for dental again... had a fun time with the guys (P.S. im not a flirt, but they're juz so funny =))

and i juz know tt ho han and denise actually set up a blogshop!!! omg http://forhers.blogspot.com/ this is so cool.. so young and yet so... i dunno... entrepreneural? lol i wonder how they get hold of the goods??.......

felt abit guilty for not going to pay my respect to the sch ah ma at her funeral, wen it is juz walking distance from sch. =(

HPB
nth much..juz normal dental...lol

Far East Plaza
as i was finding the shoe shop, i was feeling very nervous as im afraid they will not exchange the shoe size for me... but luckily the salesgal did!! heng ah she nv find out i wear once before..lol muz be my good washing skills =)

saw phebe with her hockey frens.. haha tt gal is like so last min.. shopping for prom stuffs a day before prom!

wandered around looking for shawl, thinking if it was extinct already. fate brought me to this corner shop in the basement. was asking the salesgal ( who was having a conversation with a business partner i tot) if they sell shawls. there was one black one which cost $19.90 but somehow i tot its not THE ONE. the business partner turned to me and ask questions like wat colour i wan, and whether i wan chiffon material. turns out she has a shop ( more like a tailor shop) upstairs. so i followed her up to this ulu shop which i will never have turn into without her guide, and she showed me a variety of shawls..wooohooo!! it was rather long and she was kind enough to alter it shorter for me on the spot, since i told her i need it for tmr. she was very very frenly, i instantly like her =) so i was very willingly to pay tt $15 although it exceeds my budget of $10. eh i really bot a shawl before for $5 ok!!

so i was talking to my mum on the hp and edmund whispered my name from behind. scare me!! he was shopping with nicholas so i walked alongside with them for awhile. went to get camie's present and happened to see them again... lol i seriously tot of getting camie a pot, since we joked about it the other time at the canteen.. =D

i can smell it.. the excitment is in the air... another 20 hours...

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Friday, November 23, 2007

for the fourth time in a row, went to....(drumroll).... town. different company of coz. this time with qihui and sinyu. sadly siyun couldnt join us last min becoz of work =( i guess by next year everyone will be busy with their work and wil have no time to meet up.

so anyway i realise there is 2 MONDO shoe shops in far east. went to the basement one and tried on the pumps i bot yesterday, but 1 size smaller. qihui encouraged me to change my pumps for a smaller size, so i think im going back next week to change. but its only allowed if i haven wear the shoes.. hope they cant tell i wore it before =

while walking around there's this group of guys our age behind us and making alot of commotion. den 20 secs later this guy came to us and say that he was doing a DARE and asked sinyu for her number. the rest of his frens were waiting at a side. haha i personally think that the guy abit cute coz he like very timid and shy..sinyu didnt want to give her real number, but the guy wanted her to act like she's keying in the number in his hp to complete the DARE.. lol so she anyhow type some number..

had venezia ice cream at taka and saw shemuel. waved at each other and i approached him to talk.. rather awkward so i abit regret my actions.. lol

saw many pp today. lets see...
yanping (on the train)
boon siew (outside far east)
joyce (inside far east)
kangsheng (outside far east) (this guy got alot of lobangs for jobs)
shemuel (taka water fountain)
andrea (taka coffee bean)
any many jjcians who i dun really noe

see? the whole world is towning everyday. im getting sick of tt place.

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Thursday, November 22, 2007

guess where i went today?? TOWN again. orchard to be specific. can life get any more boring? lol..this time its with nicole.. siangning last min ps us =( so anyway we both didnt wan to walk much (thankfully) and so we had lunch and watched enchanted at the shaw house. its very nice!! should watch!! rather unrealistic but its nice to have happy endings =) unless ur those kind of psychotic pp who only like psychotic shows like saw. i didnt watch, but juz listening to nicole talking bout it, omg...... took alot of pics at lido and i think this is like the nicest..lol.. there was this caucasian family sitting at the next table and the 2 little boys were soooo cute!! =)

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

woken up by melinda at 8.45am this morning. '' jie jie! wake up and brush ur teeth! later 9.45 the whole block no electricity!''(funny how water is related to electricity) she showed me this notice printed tt says tt the management stopping the power supply from 9.45am to 3.15pm. so i'm like '' still got water la...'' but den my maid already prepared pails of water in case they cut water supply to... in the end turned out stil gt water supply lo.. haha.. so there was no tv nor internet for me.. luckily i prepared like 3 episodes of my youtube videos before the electricity was cut off... so i clinged onto my 3 hr batt supply and watched videos from 10 to like 12 plus.. after that my sisters fighting so i didnt bring them to macdonald's as i've offered earlier.. serve them right.

so i played uno with melinda still i fall asleep. suppose to met huikim to get the prom ticket at 3.30pm but melinda woke me up at 3.30pm... realised i had 5 missed calls and i totally rushed to meet her. went to the lift there and realise the power not back!! and i was like at the TWELVETH floor...no choice so had to run down dunno how many flights of stairs. the staircase area realy very isolated feel, coz its not really open aired, like those shopping centres. it was rather scary and echo-y and dark without lights. wen i came back 10 mins later power still not back! it was already like 3.50pm? suppose to meet og25 pp at JE at 4.30pm and i havent showered! so im running very late.. and there was this male resident complaining bout the management disabling all 3 lifts at once, coz his mother had to take medicine and they waited very long at the lobby already. so around 4pm the lifts were working... and i did all my stuffs and only went out at 4.40pm.. hoho..

on the way to mrt station met a neighbour whose daughter is attending HCI and same age as me. we chatted for like 10 mins about A's and wat i gonna do for this long holiday. seriously neighbours in condos not as close as HDBs' i guess. pp juz close doors and live in their own world.. hardly get to interact. not tt i'm very eager to anyway...lol

so anyway i alighted at orchard to meet og pp, although they say their changing plans and going to city hall instead. i tried looking around for them within the premises of the control station but i couldnt spot them. so i stupidly tap my ez link and wasted 45 cents ( i should be grateful it's still student price) and wen further out to look for them. called joyce and realised their INSIDE the control station. ARGH..

went to marina square to 打包burger king and we went to esplanade waterfront area to eat. the experience is quite different from the usual practise of eating in a fast food restaurant =) but u must be equipped with jeans (not skirt) so u can sit indian-style (cross leg la). amirah brought her laptop and amazingly tt area can detect wireless connection! lol its like the OUTDOORS can! it began to drizzle slightly and we moved to some under-the-bridge area, which also have no shelter, so i dunno we moved for wat. but at least we can sit on the ledge and i sat facing the waters with my leg dangling from the ledge. felt like im going to drop into the water any moment.lol..so we played laptop music and neni and me started singing along to some high school musical songs =) although it was slightly drizzling all throughout, the atmosphere was nice and i realise its a gd spot for dating.. haha..the night view of the nearby office buildings was great! i wonder if its a good spot for star gazing when there's not so much cloud? but the pollution of lights in the city will definitely hinder the sight, according to the australian astronomist( i hope i got the correct one) during our econs OUAP trip last nov. (miss the stars) ok i dun think the pics can really show the buildings..hehex

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

woohoo~ A's finish already!! its the beginning of burning my pocket time! juz thinking of all the money i'll be unwillingly spending during the outings, i'm starting to feel quite sian...argh.. haven earn money have to spend already. but no choice, have to catch up with frens, and its hard to avoid eating outside and all that.. so anyway, i realise can type chinese here... so fun...dunno if it wil be seen in my blog..
今天和同学们去了乌节路逛街，从早走到晚，真是累死人了。本来看上一件衣服，要买下它，但是朋友们说要当作生日礼物送我,所以我省下了那笔钱=）不知道以后还有没有机会跟我班的女生一起出门？

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Saturday, November 17, 2007

u never fail to make me sad. thanks. after all i tried to make up for the lost time, u juz dont get it dont u? why cant u understand my feelings? to u, im always the immature child that bothers u at the wrong time. but tel me, whenever is the right time? i simply cant see it. if ur so absorbed in ur own busy world, fine, i'll leave u alone. and dun turn around and find me wen u need me, coz u arent there wen i needed u. i guess i'll have to be more independent from now on. dun regret if one day u realise how much time u've wasted in life focusing on the wrong things.

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juz came back from my dental appointment at NDC. seriously who wakes up at 6.20am on a saturday morning to go for dental appointment?? omg stoned all the way to outram park. and the best thing is the NUH pp haven reply to NDC whether the cardiologist approved dental treatment anot... so poor dental therapist couldnt do much treatment to me today. wasting my time there... but did abit of cleaning. guess wat? the therapist is a second year poly student under training! she's 8 days younger den me!! lol so funny... first time the person giving me dental treatment younger den me. used to be very afraid of dentists, but at that moment felt so... grown up.. like hello? ur therapist is YOUNGER den u... lol.. i keep giggling and tel her its very funny...

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Friday, November 16, 2007

today is a very eventful day. started off studying with Siyun at benches outside bio lab early morning and Yuefeng at brunch time. stupid junhao came along and sat a few benches away, and BLAST his HP music. so inconsiderate! ARGH!!!! cant stand the sight of him. REALLY. then the teachers had some talk/meeting/stamina in the school library, which the door was weirdly replaced with a shutter that cannot be closed when there are people inside and the aircon was switched on and energy was happily wasted, so we couldnt move in to study. and the teachers are realy very noisy when they were having their breaks. sitting beside our bench and talk and talk and talk. one of the breaks a group of teachers even celebrated a senior teacher's birthday!!! totally laughing loudly. considerate Mr Ler actually apologised to us, saying they'll leaving in ten mins.. lol.

anyway while accompanying yuefeng to have lunch at 541, he bot this very interesting coca cola with no calorie, then the nutrition facts was like ''energy 0g, sugar 0g, carbohydrate 0g'' totally everything 0g!!! i tried it and it wasnt bad as a drink. but really wonder how they produce such a drink???

so chem paper 1 (MCQ) came and i tried to maintain a rushing speed right from the start and i made it!! hoho! there's the question regarding CO3^2-, HCO3^2-, H2CO3 AGAIN !! why so suay... xuanyi make me sad awhile by saying that the answer is CO3^2- when i put HCO3^2-. but wen i asked phyphy and she confirm my ans is correct den i went to scold XY..LOL... hopefully he or kangsheng can book class chalet...

so met up with Siyun again and went to take netball, coincidentally Seng loong was holding Yihsong's PE department keys (must be duplicated one) so we need not find our junior. played street netball with siyun, sinyu (notice how close their names are =) ), benjamin, kean hao, paul. wa my stamina is really like shit can.. so long never train.. feel so unhealthy, like will suffer from coronary heart disease any moment. but the game was very fun. the volleyball gals were having training and i suggested we 6 play against their 6. lol of coz we didnt play volleyball in the end due to lack of confidence =P i think we played netball from 4- 6.45pm? quite satisfied with the exercise =)

somehow wen we walking out den ended up with a few more BGC guys like Bobo, Yuzheng, Bernard. so we 9 actually thinking of going westmall to have our dinner together ( i actually juz wanted to pei sinyu, since im having dinner at home). while waiting for bus there were fire engines (not sure i saw ambulance) rushing down the road we're going to take. took 157 and i think after 30 min of bus ride we were stuck at the 2nd bus stop from the one where we board the bus. that was when i realised there was a MAJOR, really MAJOR traffic jam. passengers started alighting at that particular bus stop one by one until the uncle juz let the back door open. haha. ok so after 5 min of discussion we decided to alight and go to the opposite hawker centre to have our dinner. i decided to eat too since i expect myself to reach home by 10pm.

so while having dinner the girls juz started talking bout family relationships ( the guys were ostracising us and sat at another table) the mood got really quite intense den kean hao say wan to go alr... lol ok i think it was my speech he interrupted..( dunno why my speech always get interrupted, by things like airforce jet roaring past, something happening to someone den the attention got diverted, blabla... den i will juz give up wat im trying to say..lol) so they suggested going along the traffic jam and see what was happening... so we walked and walked...till we reach the junction with all four directions de (dunno wats the proper name) den we saw alot of on- lookers on both sides of the jammed road. i think there were like 2 or 3 fire engines( i dun see the fire?) and 1 or 2 ambulance? but the most tragic thing to see was the small lorry/ van being tilted on its side. like u noe.. in such a way that the driver cannot escape. i NEVER witness this kind of thing before..i somewhat saw a red SMRT cab. cant really see anything with the crowd. its damn shocking. the HDB pp look out from their corridoors too. at first we all wanted to go up and join them to get a better view, but i think the guys think it was very bad to be tooooooooo KPO so we juz moved on down the road. as we were walking i was telling sinyu that imagine if the pp stuck in the vehicles were ur relatives. i think its very sad. i turned emo suddenly and wanted to tear. but den i was ok in a jitty. so the BGC guys and we 3 gals totally walked all the way to i think....chinese garden MRT station since public transport seem to take days.the walking journey was very long but very entertaining=) at the big drain this group of i think malay teenagers ( night blindness again i cant see them) who were sitting at the staircase, suddenly juz shout at us '' F***ing Bitch''. thats wat the others said they heard. wa i think they wan to fight with us or smth. only we 3 gals turned to looked, but all the BGC guys totally looked in front and walked away quietly. wa so cool la! i guess this is the difference between the educated and the not so educated ones. so we continued walking den siyun got so nolstalgic again and we somehow started singing orientation de songs like tonight, brand new day.ok so wen we reached the station i think everyone sweating.haha

i think the whole process we experienced together was so memorable. =))

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Thursday, November 15, 2007

called SVPS in the morning to ask bout the relief teaching job. guess wat? denise's mother picked up the phone! lol almost forgot her mum works there. she's so frenly to me. to think i was rather nervous before i called...haha. anyway she said this kind of job have to see situation de.. whether there is a need for a relief teacher. i was advised to call up other schs around this area too.... but i really wanted svps only..lol..ok maybe i should really consider..like KPS, YTPS, UPS..no harm to register with more schs rite... just checked my application. it was actually approved already but i sent in another one to extend the availability period. hoho i dunno muz wait another how long. really hope some pregnant teacher in SVPS got maternity leave next year! lol

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

wah piang! sg'rean drivers very impatient and rude la.. k im a little bit generalising here.. i was crossing the small little road and i heard 3 diff horns in 10 sec la. from different directions. and i begin to wonder why pp wan to drive wen there's no more space on the road. and there was this mother driving a car, trying to make a u turn at the entrance to a neighbourhood carpark. den she failed and horned at an old couple. piang, that was illegal u turn anyway, so rude. dun respect elderly.

anyway econs is so over!!!!!!!!!!!!!yay!!!!

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

" the distance of the flight from Sg to London is 100000++km. for every km the airplane travels, 10.8kg of fuel is burnt. calculate the mass of fuel burnt for the flight", thats wat i told my Pri 5 sister, and she say so easy. LOL the above is an actual question in the 2007 GCE A level H2 Chemistry P2 question. hahaha.... ok ignore the fact tt they wan us to convert the mass to in terms of tons, which the conversion is GIVEN, i think my sis can score a point in the paper..or is it two? haha maybe the RJ pp flipped to the cover page again to check their paper code no. siyun even told me she stunned at this question (which is the 1st), and started doing from the back. lol..this year's A's realy ask alot of weird questions. physics is a very gd example. ok tmr's econs, my most dreaded subject. shall go and TRY to study now~

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Monday, November 12, 2007

ok i juz realise my post is abit messy... so came back to edit..lol..wat can i say bout today's phy P2? only... the hall is FREAKING COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol its hard to breathe wen i was trying to rush thru the last question in 15 mins can.. oh man hope econs is not in the hall. ok jj scholarship committee holding this workshop which is suppose to help us in scholarship interviews and blabla... and it cost $58! and i dun think its non compulsory? later go already make me have high expectation den really cannot get scholarship how? with this kind of GP results....hmm.... now phy is also a prob... econs dun need to say... and the workshop is 1 day b4 prom? lol

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

stupid memory full.. sayang sayang =)

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ku sendiri=)

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Saturday, November 10, 2007

today is a happy day!! went to BP plaza to see aliff aziz! he sang ku sendiri( my fav) and sayang sayang. too bad i din have his album so cannot go up for autograph.. lol.. this is my first time seeing my idol real life.cant believe it. BoA isnt anywhere near for me to see her life.=( so anyway i think i spend 2 hours there looking at him. he's soooooooo cute!! my camera sux, keep on memory full memory full... brought along my sister's but no battery... argh! so took some short clips of him singing and talking. oh and the sweater JS bot is puma de, grey with some green stripe. quite nice eh! dunno he also got taste. lol =) maybe i'll wear it during A's to give me some good luck. bot him 6 donuts in return.. ( 6 because it comes in a box) haha laughed at his forehead pimple! oh and i realised aliff's left handed!

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got to noe this song from mellie's blog =)

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Friday, November 9, 2007

ok i think its the strong air conditioning at coffee bean that caused me to feel sick now. why is my body so weak? resist! resist! all the stupid bugs tt are invading my immune system. unproductive today. seems like i havent been productive for a long time already and the insecurities are back. walked to spc and back to sch at 1.30pm with the hot sun shining without any perspiration. its a sign!! shit. not now... ok looking forward to tmr. going to see aliff!! =) and meeting JS for my sweater from taiwan. =)

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

sometimes i really hate my sisters and sometimes i really love them. lol juz now melinda was like ''jie jie! u noe hor..'' den melina interrupted her (as usual) and dunno talk bout wat. den melinda forgot wat she wanna tel me. so she stood there for 3 mins trying to figure out wat she wanna tel me. but failed. so she say she'll tel me wen she remembers. and up till this moment i'm still waiting~ haha so cute la she =) nice her also lend me hp. although she always say she wan to take back coz i make her angry but at the last min like before i wan to go out she'll still lend me =) aw.. ok its not like im biased or wat but she's really the more forgive-and-forget one. yeap. hope the other one dun get jealous =X


not counting the days left till the last paper =(


i wan this feeling to stop developing!!!!!!!!

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Tuesday, November 6, 2007

STARVED during math paper 2 today, after tt wen JP subway with the usual gang and the mood totally felt like there wasnt any more papers. =) anyway heard the canteen auntie fell wen a soccer boy ran past and knocked into her. den had to be rushed to the hospital in an ambulance. heard there was a blackout in the hall during math paper for more den 10 min. heard there's a gal who attempted to cheat and dunno wat happen to her... maybe she got barred from A's? was she tt desperate? wa today a lot of news. bad news actually. well people usually interested in hearing bad news only. ok im so going to relax tonight, since next paper is like 6 days away. i need a break.(i dun deserve actually since i dun chiong hard everyday since A's started..haha). 10 nov's coming!! =)

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Monday, November 5, 2007

is it wrong to try to tel pp to be more optimistic? i dun even wan to talk bout it. some pp juz dun see the whole picture. maybe im too superficial for them. watever. as long as i dun lead a sorrowful life.things change and pp change i guess. we belong in 2 different worlds now. i wonder if u realise tt too. is it possible to sustain any longer?

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Sunday, November 4, 2007

the weather's so freaking hot! mummy dun allow me switch on fan or aircon!!! ah!!!! that is why i prefer studying outside, where there's air con or at least occassional breeze. maybe i should study by the beach. like at east coast there's this big stone/ rock by the shore that break waters. i suddenly feel like going there! haha. sent in my application for relief teaching last night. hopefully i can get a spot in svps. if not i dunno if im interested in going to other schools. these days i keep picturing myself in svps, walking to class, writing my name on the board for the students to greet me.... *dreams* ok i hope i get wat i want! =)

jie sheng's back! =)

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Saturday, November 3, 2007

ARRRGGHHHHH!!!!! itchy hand = lose tag board!! was juz trying to edit my imeem playlist and replace the old one. den dunno why the tag board started overlapping my playlist. den the posts all gone. got my sis to help, den everything back to normal except tagboard! ARGH!!!


ok, moving on. studied with phyllis, yue feng, seng loong at WM coffee bean today. quite fun. phyphy with her yatyat, YF with his craziness, SL with his cool-funny-ness. lol and me with the wat-ness? ok i dunno wat i talking bout now. there was this sms going around saying mr chu and mr subash say to look at these math stats questions in the rev booklet coz H1 math got test similar questions. er. how can like tt predict de??? oh and i din noe the sch printed for us this small slip of paper stating wat areas were not covered in P1!! heard physics also have =X fine. ok i really wanna save my tagboard but my sis is sleeping. damn.

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Friday, November 2, 2007

i realise eating sandwich at 6.30am will not give me gastric pain at 9am. lol i shall continue doing so for my papers! anyway today's math P1 was rather easy in front and difficult at the back. question 9 was W-E-I-R-D. they ask us to prove series is convergent, den later prove that the inequality is true for the nth terms, den later tel us to link that inequality back to the series. huh! so question was a goner. and i had a strong feeling last night that today will have parametric equation. but too bad the notes i read were rather useless in explaining the relation between t and x and y. ARGH. i dun even noe how to apply 0< t

i saw a doraemon car!=)

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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

GP is so over!! feels like a huge burden is gone.. now i feel so insecure with math. everyone thinks i can do it, but i dare not be too confident. wat if i crash and burn? ok i shouldnt think so much and should go and revise. argh. prom is changed to a tuesday. no more st james ladies night. but its not as though we really plan to go. haha and tt sinyu thinking of refunding her ticket!! dont!! wat stupid unforeseen circumstances la. and they have to make the announcement of the change through writing it on the whiteboard wen we were having GP P1 can? totally no mood. math oh math........................

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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

physics P3 was a killer! ok everyone ( i suppose) finds it difficult. so i think i shouldn't feel so bad. siyun say her teacher say normally if 1 paper is hard, the others should be easier.. ok im looking forward =X felt so nervous in the morning till i shit twice ok?( the paper starts at 2pm). but i guess after the first paper i'll adapt to that A level feeling. and and.. the hall SUPER duper cold. ok. gotta study GP.

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Sunday, October 28, 2007

end of weekend is nearing. 2 more days.. i hate this feeling of being cooped up at home. it gives me headache and an irritating nose that is so sensitive to dust. i cant even concentrate on doing my work... argh.. *yawns

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Friday, October 26, 2007

ok, im being very paranoid now, and i tot i learnt my lesson last year. but i juz cant help it. the feeling came back to me so instantly i was taken aback. wouldnt u be paranoid if u were in my shoes? i'm trying hard to not think bout it, but i'm on the verge of tears. damn. self control please. not now. not wen A's is 4 days away.

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Thursday, October 25, 2007

woohoo~ played squash with sinyu today for maybe like 15 mins =) coach gan was conducting training and both courts were actually in use. but he was so nice and called everyone for a squash meeting, at the same time free-ing the court for us... =D he keep encouraging us to go down and play and even lend us his rackets. i like tt purple-ish pink grip! so chio. oh man, miss the days wen i was playing squash as frequently as everyday. still remember there was this open house period tt lasted 3 days and it was near valentine's day. everybody pon lesson like nobody business. ( of coz it was during 1st 3 months, the happiest moment of JC life) and i pon lesson for 3 straight DAYS and spend the whole time playing squash from like 8am-5pm. madness. i wonder wat will my life be like now if i hadnt quit squash for netball, or even went for the netball tryouts. although i wanted to try a new sport, i still went for the team sports. and i wont regret it =) anyway i was quite pleased tt my skills were still there! or maybe sinyu juz lost touch..hehex!

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

omg. less den 1 week left already! i'm stress by not feeling stressed.. how? i've never once felt productive for a day ever since prelims.. oh no... will my results drop? haiz.. anyway, was telling the joke to sinyu and siyun (notice how close the spelling is)in the morning, so feel like saying it here again.
yesterday wen yanping, jessica, suhua, andre,yuefeng, seng loong and me sat at the front row tables in the canteen for lunch, this chinese teacher came to sit beside andre. i think he got a shock. its like there's a group of chinese teachers at the next table, but she choose to sit at our table becoz she like the pillar to lean back on. so at first it was quite awkward. den my fellow classmates started arguing bout this particular vegetable dunno who was eating is spinach or kangkong. den jess asked the teacher. and she started giving a lecture on vegetables. teaching us how to write '' xian cai'' in chinese. and said smth bout our sch got grow tt vegetable. on that, she stood up and abandoned her food and walk away. we were all astonished, thinking if she really went to get the plant. indeed, after 3 mins, she came back with the plant! LOL joke of the day. she plucked a stem for us to see. haha muz she go to tt extent? ok anyway, qihui's quite irritating today =) keep kachiao-ing me, no wonder hand will itchy.. muahahaha!! =D

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